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Fion Nah's 21st Birthday

2011-11-20T19:10:00.001+08:00

It was my ex-team leader's girl friend birthday.

Ryan Hoa threw a birthday party for his girlfriend(Fion Nah) without her knowledge.

There was a party in the apartment

@ The Mines Heritage, Seri Kembangan

It was attended by Ryan Hoa, Fion Nah, Justin Low, Kenny Tee, Melvin Mao, Ah Yeo, Ryan Chong, Janice Liew, Suzanne, Caster Tham, Christina Tan & me. =)

Our 1st activity during that day -- water sports.

These guys are funny. They fell into water for 4 times while we never fell into the water even once.

Hahaha... xD

Banana Boat..

If I say I never fell into the water, that means I'm bluffing you.

Riding on the banana boat will surely have some falls into the water.

Christina Tan & me.

She was late on that day as she was sick & had to get the birthday cake.

All the pretty girls...

Melvin was helping us to cook the yummy delicious bacon.

Fat fat pork...

NICE!!

We can't withstand the smell of the fatty bacon.

All of us rush to fight for their own foods.

Wah... a pot of Xi Ham!!

You have no idea how much we love this seafood!

Nonetheless, Chicken wings are the must for BBQ.

We have lamb chop too!!

Wow...

The day was bright.

hmm.. We are still enjoying our foods & beers.

Everyone was satisfied with their foods!

We had finished 16 cans of Tiger beers...

Seemed like not enough for us to drink...

How about 4 bottles of Macallan + 1 bottle of Black Label +1 Bombay + 1 Martell??

Fion Nah wanna dress up and make up nicely since she was a birthday girl.

Girls

Group photo 1

Group photo 2

From Left top: Christina, Melvin, Justin, Carmen, Suzanne

From Left bottom: Vivian, Janice, Ryan, Fion, Yeo, Kenny

The couple -- Ryan Hoa & Fion Nah

So sweet~~

Ta Dah!!

Suddenly a birthday cake came to Fion Nah.

Wow..

She was too happy and touched of what her bf did for her...

A so-called 10 seconds french-kissing extend to 30 seconds.

haha...

The birthday cake from Baskin Robin.

It is mini in size.

They saw a big difference in photo before purchased it.

It's alright. It is only a meaning. =)

Let's share the cake and mix it with your saliva. haha...

Flower balloons.

We got balloon for each of the girls.

Wee~~~ Jump!

Hyper birthday girl. lol

From left: Fion, Vivian, Suzanne, Justin, Yeo, Ryan Chong

Spotted Janice was doing her assignment.

She need to pass it tomorrow. lol

Drink Drink Drink

Playing "Fuck You" game.

The punishment is drink 1/5 cup of alcoholic drink

It is very scary when the punishment is x3 or x4 x5 !!

That means you have to finish 2 cup of alcoholic drink.

Drink drink drink!!!

Looks like many are getting drunk.

Don't try to avoid your drink, this bunch of smokers...

LOL

I saw red face of Melvin.

One by one got drunk & fell asleep.

It's a nice birthday party anyway. =)

I wish to have my own birthday party is as fun as this too. T.T

Anyone can help me organize?

In my dream perhaps.

Time to go home. =(

Had our brunch before leaving...

Famous Yong Tao Foo in Serdang.

EC is not easy

2011-11-20T01:06:00.001+08:00

It's a great Saturday that I have spent. =)

It was a big surprise seriously although only for a short while.

Oh well. You don't understand as I'm not going to say much & I just wanna keep it as a *sweet* secret in my heart. ❤

My birthday is coming soon. Remind you again, it's 24th of November.
1 week
4 days to go.

1 or 2 months ago, I was planning to rent an apartment/ house for my birthday party location, providing buffet style of foods, alcoholic drinks, entertainments, activities, musics, etc.

Yet, my plan is not going to succeed as I have to work for my internship on weekdays from 9am to 6pm. Besides that, I have to work part time other than my internship too.

What am I working right now?

I'm working as a (so-called) Research Assistant for one of my university's department, UCSI Business Ideation & Innovation Centre (BIIC). My duty is complicated. I work on various of tasks. My main task is to handle of our Facebook page. That's the reason why you see me online within Facebook of late.

UCSI Entrepreneurship Club is a platform for us to manage BIIC. They are linked. It may be confusing to you but you can always check us out for more details in our Facebook page. =) Do "LIKE" our page yea.

Or else I will post this thing on your FB's wall.....

My design of Y U NO guy.

HAHA.

Please help me LIKE UCSI Entrepreneurship Club.

I need to achieve more than 600 LIKEs on that page.

It's my task. T.T

You don't want me to fail in my internship, right?

I know you are a nice person.

You are handsome / pretty.

You are smart.

You have a great taste.

You have a nice tone.

You are sexy & I know it. ♪ ♫

LMFAO's music video is damn funny. LOL

Hey,

Remember to LIKE my suggestion's FB page.

UCSI Entrepreneurship Club.

Or else I will haunt you...

Ok la... I won't force you....

I beg you...

Pleaseeee LIKE UCSI Entrepreneurship Club.

Ok la...

I won't force / beg you...

UCSI Entrepreneurship Club

I appreciate your support to us.

Thank you.

:-*

I'm gonnaa get crazy soon. @.@

Hey I'm Back

2011-11-05T23:37:00.016+08:00

Welcome back ChewWin *Gum*.

I know you guys miss me a lot. ;-)

I have stop blogging for few months. 0.0

You may wonder why I have not been blogging of late.

This doesn't mean that my life is boring or dull.

It is because my life has been filled with "productive" activities. HAHAHA

I don't want to reveal much of my life since I have too many stalkers.

They stalk my Facebook, Twitter, Foursquare, etc.

Social Networking is not as safe as it seems! Especially Facebook.

My dad doesn't have Facebook. However, we share computers at home. So my dad always use my sister's FB account to log in & stalk me. =(

Anyway, I don't really care about this.

I'm still using WTF, which means Welcome to Facebook. lol

It's common right? =P

Hmm... Am I talking too much craps?

I guess you prefer to know what am I doing this recently since you are one of my stalker. xD

Ok. Stay tune. I'm too busy to write my blog because I need to attend a birthday party tomorrow. Woohoo~ =D

Let me upload a few photos of mine since you guys miss me so much. :-*

I don't want to explain any of my photos.

I will let you do the guessing through looking at them.

OK?

I will tell more & update my blog again once my mood comes.

X.O.X.O

why I always meet weird people?

2011-05-07T12:39:00.000+08:00

I don't care who read my blog, as I a straight forward person, please allow me say whatever I can. Although not pointing in front of you, but you should know my temper and mood! I don't ask my friend to pay for me as I can pay myself. Even you ask me treat you once is ok for me as I'm not that cheapskate. Please la. If you don't want me pay for you, please bring enough your money. If you bring not enough money then don't just deny it when I ask you as I'm not a kid. Don't make lies when you are not good at it. What for to tell lies? This will make people don't put trust on you anymore. And, don't want to be friend with you for more serious case.
I guess maybe I eat too much hot & spicy foods already, and I eat a lot meats too ( I don't like actually but people always bring me go eat meats, some more is pork. So every time pork pork pork pork pork pork.... I really feel wanna vomit already!!!). From now on, I wanna try to not eat meat. i wanna go vegetarian as long as I want. So please, dont try to ask me eat whatever foods contain meats, except for Japanese foods.
Okay, time to sleep aa it's already 5.35am now. Yet I still feel angry and can't fall asleep. Oh well, maybe some movies/ drama. night!

stressed job

2011-05-06T11:40:00.000+08:00

My job is really stressed although it offers good payment. outsiders may think it is an easy job actually rhey dunno how stress we are. god damn it when we set our target sales. We have to be professional all the time, and everytime people ask our numbers but we can't give them as this is our company rules. This is good as we know the company protects us well. no hugging or touching any part of us plus uniform with long sleeves and long pants make me feel good. I really love my job and I wish I can work as long as I can, even though it is stressed. No more freelance and basic income. No more delay payment. Yet I heard that they want to cut team and dismiss some girls. Shit. I wish they won't terminate me. I work so hard k? And I'm the top seller in my team most of the time. As I study marketing course, this job provides me experiences. I know better to handle customers well. Thanks for my company and my uni as I feel I will have bright future. No more depend on others. Superwoman I will be one day. Even no bf or husband also doesn't matter as long I have interesting life. :)
I'm really glad that I have interesting life now too. Work + study of course are stressed but I can spend my time wisely. However I feel terrible when my results for my exam are getting worsen. I think I really have to spend more time on study. No more LAST MINUTE! Kinda envy when my friend got scholarship whileas I couldn't get it as my result is not good enough. But I promise myself I would try to get better result for my this semester. Wish me all the best and I'll show my achievement to you. How about 2 high distinction?? wow. I hope so!! gambateh Vivian Lye Chew Win. I'm entitle be a winner k? Not a loser. I'm smart one k? haha... ( praise myself, my face is really thick.. lol)
Okay, time to sleep. Have some beers after working is really syok! Yet I prefer wine/ champange as I dont like beer actually because it makes me feel full and has a lot of gas. And I even have to loose my uniform by unzip it and loose my bra by un-tie it. haha. =P

I love sweet and bitter

2011-04-27T22:07:00.000+08:00

I'm planning to eat dessert in Snowflakes @ Kuchai Lama today. Because I have strong feeling to eat that and I am planning to find my best friend who stay in Sri Petaling too. However I dont think I have enough time ( I have, but it will be too rush for me since I wanna do gym in Fitness First and work in Klang Valley area so I have to get back home before 5pm).
Since my gym is in Leisure Mall, so I have my healthy dessert in 'Gong Ho Tong' 恭和堂, instead of Snowflakes. I've ordered 'guai lin gou' which is very famous in this shop and the brand is brought from Hong Kong. This remind me about my Hong Kong Trip which is not going to work out. :( sad. My friend ffk me n no one else can go with me. My friend said she has not enough budget. The rest said they plan to go other trip or my trip is too fast. a guy said he can go with me if I want but I don't trust him. Another guy said he can go with me but suddenly said the trip is too fast( only less than 1 week) and he offered me to go Port Dickson for 3 days 2 nights @ 5 star hotel. Yet I don't think it is fun for me since Port Dickson is not a nice beach and what else I can do at there? It is so boring. I can go there for spa or some relaxing. However, If you were me, would you go to a trip with a guy who is not your bf? Yes, I know some of you did, but not me. Then what happened next? The guy became your bf? Some might have their one-night stand or two-night stand or n-night stand, and then said "Tata" to each others after the trip was ended. Or they had really in relationship after the trip. Yet some can be last longer some might think they were just having fun. I dunno. Actually this depends what do you really want. You went to trip with a guy is because of fun or sex or both, or because you wanna get into relationship, or because you cannot find other people else, or he offers you a good payment?? This world is not simple as you think. Let says, a guy offer you free trip to oversea. He says he sponsors everything for you. What do you think? Why he will sponsor you? He loves you? He got interested in you? Yes. Yet I don't think guy's thought is so simple. Or else I already have my Hong Kong trip with xxx guy or aaa guy. I don't trust guy, I think guys are too dangerous for me. And they are big fat liars! Or maybe I haven't meet any nice guy yet? Or maybe those I got feel towards them one, they are very 'wild' one? haha. Sounds funny to me. Some told me," enjoy yourself and don't think how other think toward you." Yet I can't pass myself. I care what other people think about me. And of course I care how I think myself too. If the guy loves you, they won't force you to do the things you don't like or talk something you don't like to hear. Because he loves you, he cares about your feeling. Yet most of the guys are selfish. He think a single meal then he can control over you. I feel wanna kick his ass, and put his face into the toilet bowl and ask him to eat shit! Yet this is my imagination, and I won't do something so rude. I just hope they will change as I have feel toward them. Hmm.. do you think you can change one's behavior so easily? 江山易改，本性难移 ( you can change a mountain easily, but human's behavior is difficult to change). This Chinese proverb is always true. One's behavior is hard to change. So why should I waste my time? Anyway, focus my study and work even better. Poor me, I have no holiday at all!! stressnye... 

things get complicated

2011-04-22T20:29:00.000+08:00

I wish i have a lot of girl friends. yes, i do have. but the problem is I don't know who would like like to go out with me and close to me. Maybe girls don't like to sms, call someone to talk, etc. but now we have whatsapp, viber, talkbox right? we can text and call for free. not just iphone k? i heard android phonr also can do the same thing. I guess maybe is my attitutes problem. I get emotional very easily. Or maybe they think I'm busy. Yes. I got my activities everyday. If I go hang out with my friends everyday, I think I have no time to study, spend time with family, watch tv, do my housework, gym, always get late to work, etc. I sleep a lot. Actually sleeping is really waste time. However I get tired easily or maybe I'm lazy and I like the feel that sleep can make me temporarily get rid of all my problems facing. Many people envy to me, because I can sleep anytime I want. No matter how stressful or sad or what, I still can sleep well. This is not so good for me as I always fall asleep when I'm trying to study last minute for my exam. So I don't think I can do last minute work as I'm so slumber and terrible. lol. But I always do last minute work. This is my pattern. gosh. I really need to change this. I should arrange my time schedule well. And should obey my time schedule. Where are my previous giod habits gone? I used to have very good habits. seriously. You can ask my primary school or secondary school friends. They know it. Maybe it is caused by my job. I work and work and work. hmm. i really need to set rules and regulations for myself so I can be more displines. And I shall not let anyone influence my displinary. For example, reject friend's invitation me to go for drink/club/sing k at night(which i'm going to do this on Sunday -.-). Dinner is ok as long I can reach home before 12. I really should start to reject people, if I don't really feel want to do the things with him/her. What things? You know la. Don't guess it in a wrong way. ok. let me give you example. When you don't feel want to go shopping as you want to save money, but your friend ask you to go shopping with her. How? Normally I will go because I like to hang out with friends. Yet this is bad for me because i can't save my money and waste my time to do other things. However I go out alone sometimes too......
Should I just delete this post? Because I went out until 3am yesterday for playing pool and drink. So you as my reader, you should get used to what am I. I like to change my mind any minute. 

move out or not

2011-01-31T01:40:00.002+08:00

kinda lazy go to school when there is only 1 class have to attend.

Especially I have to work beside study.

Especially I have to drive from Kajang to Cheras (20km).

Especially there is traffic jam.

Especially I have to find the parking ( really pissed off when I can't find the parking for more than 20 mins)

I feel wanna rent a room in Cheras but I'm afraid that I have no car to use.

I want stay in Cheras and have a car with me.

My family only has 2 cars.

My dad need the car drive to work.

My mom need the car go to pasar & fetch my brother & sister from school (actually my mom can go to pasar on Sunday which is my dad off-day and my brother & sister can walk from school as the school is quite near from my house and sometimes they walk back home too).

They say it is expensive to rent a room & I have to eat outside.

They say my expense will be increase & I have more burden.

Gosh, you know I eat at outside more than at home? is that my car petrol free and I no need to pay the toll??

I'm really tired when I have to drive back home from my working place. Damansara, Sunway, Petaling Jaya, KL, etc. (30km above for single trip)

They say I may become bad girl ( honestly they know I'm not really a good girl).

I don't want my mom worries for me every time I go out to work and she waits for me to come home. You imagine for a mother to wait a daugther until 3am+. I don't feel well with this.

I love my room because no matter how, home is home.

I don't wanna move out because I care my family too.

And I'm really not good in doing houseworks. haha. I'm lazy. But I will be independent as I stay in college hostel before & I clean my room & clothes by myself.

Oh well, seems like it is hard for me to decide. Time to sleep.

CNY is coming but I have not ready yet.

The only thing I done is my hair.

The rest are: clothes, shoes, bags, nails, phone ( I'm still deciding whether I want to buy iphone or not.. digi or maxis? or ipad...?) Frustrating~~

男朋友很难找

2011-01-23T13:50:00.002+08:00

case 1:
>>a:男朋友很帅

>>b:可惜不高

case 2:
>>a:男朋友很帅很高

>>b:可惜没钱

case 3:
>>a:男朋友很帅很高有钱

>>b:可惜学历低（家里养了1000头猪）

case 4:
>>a:男朋友很帅很高博士学位很有钱

>>b:可惜岁数太大了（去年49）

case 5:
>>a:男朋友很帅很高博士学位很有钱年龄适当

>>b:可惜父母都是偏瘫

case 6:
>>a:男朋友很帅很高博士学位很有钱年龄适当家境优良

>>b:可惜爱你爱得不够深

case 7:
>>a:男朋友很帅很高博士学位很有钱年龄适当家静优良非常爱我

>>b:可惜已经结婚了

case 8:
>>a:男朋友很帅很高博士学位很有钱年龄适当家静优良非常爱我未婚

>>b:可惜他有8个女朋友

case 9:
>>a:男朋友很帅很高博士学位很有钱年龄适当家静优良非常爱我未婚只有我一个女朋友

>>b:可惜他赌博

case 10:
>>a:男朋友很帅很高博士学位很有钱年龄适当家静优良非常爱我未婚只有我一个女朋友人品优秀

>>b:可惜他有心脏病加高血压

case 11:
>>a:男朋友很帅很高博士学位很有钱年龄适当家静优良非常爱我未婚只有我一个女朋友人品优秀身体健康

>>b:可惜他对男人更感兴趣

我在某某一个论坛看到的。觉得很有趣就copy 下来了。哈哈。

说真的男朋友很难找。

但是no one is perfect.

给我 case 11 的男朋友就ok 了。

哈哈。

很帅很高博士学位很有钱年龄适当家静优良非常爱我未婚只有我一个女朋友人品优秀身体健康。

对男人有兴趣，但是他爱的还是我嘛。

我也是对女人有兴趣啊。

但是不代表要做lesbian。

因为我对女人兴趣的地方是，她们的打扮，她们的身材，令人羡慕。

最败的是，我遇不到那case 11 的男人。=(

case 10的太可悲了。我接受不到咯。我看我会天天哭。

case 9 的ok. 但是赌博不要太 over 咯。but 赌博就是很难戒。最怕越赌越大，过后输完了，他完蛋，我也完蛋。

case 8 的去死吧！

case 7 的，我不要咯。我才不要做狐狸精！

case 6 的不爱我就不可能在一起。

case 5 的算了吧。

case 1 - 4 也算了吧。免谈了。

你遇过那一个case 呢？

I'm not pretty, but I can be more pretty!

2011-01-21T02:56:00.034+08:00

Gosh! I have nothing to do in this late night (perhaps I should say early morning as now is 4.50am).
So I browse my photos inside my photo albums and then I found this photo!
Which I was taken in few years ago. I was seventeen. I was just finished my SPM and I worked for part time in a camera shop at Kajang--FOTOKEM. I guess you know the shop right? As they have so many branches in Malaysia. I worked for that shop about 4 months. Seriously I found myself stupid as the salary was so low. It was only RM800/month + commission. I was hardly to get commission as you know, salesman always fight for commission. Plus I was a freshman. For sure kena bullied by them la. But it's ok. I don't care much now. I just take that as my experience.

Oh yeah. The photo... was a studio photo.
Do you know ZA? The cosmetic products?
It was having promotion which free make up + studio photos if purchase ZA products for more than RM88.
As I wanna buy make up products ( it was the first cosmetic products that I used!) so I grabbed that package.
I felt cheated that time because I was only allowed to print one photo while I was taking more than 20 pictures! Damn angry. And if I wanna print more of the pictures I need to pay extra money! & it was not cheap!
So I asked him whether he could give me the softcopy. And f*** him that asked me to pay for the softcopy! Really sh*t right?

Ok. Chill down as it past.

The photo show time~!

This is me. 17-year-old.

Looks how?
Gosh. Don't tell me.
Because I know this is ARGH~~
I dunno what should I say. =/

Auntie look. =.=

Ok. Next.
18-year-old.

I'm still look like auntie.
HAHA.

Another photo.

I was attending a Prom Night.

This is me too. August 2009 photo.

Edited with the colour & reduced the noise of the photo.

The eyelashes which I was wearing... Damn fake la wei!

Forgot where did I get them.

Oct 2010.

My very first time outdoor shooting.

Took it because for the stupid thing.

Wish I hate to say.

Roses from my No. 1 fans! HAHA.

This is me, photo taken in Dec 2009.

This is much better.

No more thick eyelashes, knew how to draw eyebrows, and make shade & highlight on my nose.

That's why I say make up can change someone!

And I was really happy that my hair grew longer. ^^

When I was 19.

So many things has changed.

Especially myself. I had been changing a lot.

I rarely blog & got emo easily.

Less confidence on myself and so on.

However, that is not the point.

The point is, I learnt better make up because I wanna my life better.

I know how to dress nicely than before.

I bought and read a lot of fashion magazine.

19-year-old.
Dyed my hair to brown as I called it a trend.
I love to read Japanese magazine which called VIVI.
And most of the pretty models dye their hair brown so I just followed them. Hehe.
But I love that.
I love my brown hair than black hair. ^^

Jan 2010

This is me with car photo shooting.

I look like very lan si right?

HAHA. Whatever.

If no wrong this took in Feb 2010. Indoor shooting.

These two photos were taken in Feb 2010.

A favor from my "friend" to make my own portfolio.

Thanks for helping although I'm not really satisfied about the photos.

Talkng about my "friend", I really don't understand him. Because he was really too over!

I'm not close with him. But he... ARGH!

Wanna share you about my story. Yet this is a public blog, so I'm not going to say more about it. Plus he is quite famous as most of the models & celebrities know him. So what to do? Keep silent.

I only can say I was too easily to get bullied.

This is my photo on March 2010.

End of March 2010.

I was helping my friend by to be her model for make up competition.

May 2010.

June 2010

July 2010

Aug 2010

September 2010

Lots of photos were taken during October 2010.

Yet lazy to upload them.

Just randomly pick a few photos.

More photos available in my facebook page.

November 2010. Lots of photos again.

Gosh... I feel dizzy now~ Because I slept around 6.30am and wake up at 10.30am.

And see so many photos @.@

Alamak~~~

Dec 2010.

Work & work...

Sadly didn't work for KLIMS.

Dunno why my eyes look bigger sometimes & smaller sometimes.

I never edit the eyes for my photos.

And frankly speaking, I only edit photos' brightness & reduce noise. Sometimes never edit at all. Because I'm a lazy person.

Now is January 2011.

I don't have any photos yet..

Gosh.

Only got one from my friend.

Woohoo~~ That was my first time wearing bikini without putting shirt on. Felt so weird but I was not looking bad la. Hehe.

Since my camera was stolen by the damn f*ckers, I seldom take photos. And I'm lazy to go for photo shooting as I have to work & study now.

Oh yeah.. I'm starting to do business too.

HAHA.

I sell contact lens. Check out http://www.facebook.com/pages/Barbie-Eyes/177847142251851

I'm wearing them too! Only starts from RM27 per pair.

So don't doubt with the quality.

As they are genuine & imported from Korea.

More choices are coming.

Oh yeah, I'm also going to sell fake eyelashes soon.

Do support me and I will appreciate that.

Don't scare I will cheat your money la wei.

Because my information & photos are given out in facebook, if I really cheat your money, you can come & find me.

Ok. Time to stop blogging now.

Hehe.

I know you love me. X.O.X.O Chewwingum

I was watching too much gossip girl when I was having holiday during December last year. Haha. I wonder when my blog will be famous like the gossip girl website ar? Or I will be the one who will followed by the paparazzi & my photos are everywhere & everyone know who I am? Haha. I wanna get the free movie passes for the Burlesque from Nuffnang la. LOL Because I long time no watch movie jor. Last movie I watched was Tron. The screening will be on Monday which is really ideal for me because I can go after my classes & I'm not working on that night! Because my schedule for Febuary is kinda tight except from 1-8 Feb. Chinese New Year holiday~

Check this out for Burlesque. =)

http://www.nuffnang.com.my/blog/2011/01/14/burlesque/

Stress again

2011-01-17T22:53:00.003+08:00

自己不知道自己在忙什么。

还是越来越懒散了。

不想写blog是不想再写下去了。

因为我是negative thinker.

I always think badly.

I really don't know what for I bought "The Secret" by Rhonda Byrne.

I didn't absorb what it taught about.

Because I don't trust it at all.

Whatever.

This is me.

Kinda stubborn.

Even in the lecture class, sometimes I don't really admit the lecturer's says are right.

Although I keep silent in the class doesn't mean I'm totally agree what he says.

I always in between.

What I mean is, I can be either very active in the class, or passive.

My semester started for no longer.

I'm gonna be very busy soon... or should I say, now?

Many things happened couple of weeks/ months ago.

I never blog about them because of my laziness.

Nothing much interesting in my blog since I....... blah blah blah

My life is work & study, study & work, work & study......

Or sleep & eat, eat & sleep, sleep & eat....

What else?

Online & eat, eat & online, online & eat....

Gosh, that's why my weight was increased during the semester break! @.@

& then I signed up for Fitness First. & now I'm kinda regret actually.

Because I have to pay extra RM191/month.

And it is 12-month-contract! F***

I don't often go gym.

I go there maybe once a week? or twice?? ?

I know... I know... I dunno how to save money & always waste money seriously....

It's okay if I use my money wisely.

But I didn't!

I can't make good decision by myself.

Or maybe I should be more confidence on my own decision?

I should not regret right?

God Damn it when I think that I should use the money buy iphone rather than for the gym!

You know I desire to buy it for so long already??

If I buy iphone that's mean I have rm190(gym) + rm200 (phone bill average, I heard my friends who using iphone spend around rm300 plus per month!)...

That means if i bought iphone then I have rm400 expense every month!

I still have to pay for my course fees, petrol fees, toll fees, parking fees, food & beverage, etc

Plus, I need new clothes every month! Bag, shoes, woman's stuffs!

Do you think RM2000 is enough for me???

NO!

Tell me what to do now....

怨自己

2010-11-30T18:24:00.004+08:00

我的blog又再次打进"冷宫" 了。

看来我前阵子的心情并不怎么好吧。

我的乱七八糟的blog我要搬了。

chewwingum 不再是chewwingum 了。

要说再见了。

很多人说我变了好多。

真的吗？

以前乖巧的我，不再那么的乖巧了，而是变坏了。

坏女人。

我也可能有很多是非了吧。

我也不清楚，因为我永远都还是那个那么blur的.

旁观者清，当局者迷。

也不晓得谁在说我坏话。

但是我只想跟他们说，他们不了解我，最好shut up your mouth。

想起我以前那傻傻的，书呆子样。

说真的我不想当书呆子。

我不是那种人。

因为我没钱打扮，所以才像个书呆子。

现在不同啦。我自己会赚钱了。当然可以扮美美了啦。

也不用戴那一副厚厚的眼镜。

很多人不晓得我有近视眼。而且很严重tim。一只眼已经700度了。严重了吧？

facebook里的照片没有一张有我戴眼镜的照片不代表我没近视。

facebook里看到我那么多clubbing的照片并不代表我很爱去clubbing。

facebook里看到我真的那么白其实我并不会很白罢了。

facebook里看到我有那么多朋友其实我真正的朋友并很少罢了。

facebook里所看到的并不是一切。只是一部分罢了。

所以我真的很不明白那些人为什么还要在facebook里追人。很可笑。

我会相信，但是也会半信半疑。

因为facebook is not everything. It is just a social network.

我们可以跟facebook的人做朋友。

但是还是要小心。

我很老实的说，我会跟facebook的人约会。

因为我这个人不喜欢呆在家。

我很爱出门打发时间。

但是这都还得看我心情。

但是很好笑的是，有些人没看过我，却要我做他们的女朋友。

要不然第一天看到我，就要我做他们的女朋友。

我真的很不明白为什么他们要那样。

看到我天真？单纯？可爱？美丽？

要是我放丑八怪的照片他们还会来找我吗？

我很肯定的答你，不会。

我并不觉得自己很美。但是你说我单纯，我可以说:"是，又怎样?"

就算我死，那也是我的事。

我不喜欢骗人。

所以讨厌人骗我。

我是个想很多的人，我会怀疑你说的话是骗我的，但是只要你解释，我都会选择相信。

但是算了吧。

有时有些事过了就算了。

我也不想烦那么多。

现在我读书放假，真的很闷。

恨不得想赚多点钱。

但是我知道我条件不够好。

工作量真的少得不能见人。

我运气也不是很好。

真的很羡慕我的朋友。

haiz.

这也不能怪谁，怪自己不好咯。

我快要崩溃了。

可以说是已经崩溃了。

我多了一个不好的习惯。

算了吧。

还是顺其自然。

我什么都不想理那么多了。

I don't have iphone!

2010-10-17T07:55:00.002+08:00

I don't have iphone!
Remember that in previous post I told you that I will be working for iphone4 launching?
& then promoters are given iphone knowledge test...
Honestly, it is really hard for me! Especially I don't have iphone. >.<
Anyway, I feel happy enough when I've got the highest marks. LOL.
Whatever. I got fail, still.

No.	Name		Base on 31 Questions	Passing mark 80%
1	Lye Chew Win (Vivian)	Promoter	55%	Fail
2	xxxxx	Promoter	52%	Fail
3	Xxxx	Promoter	32%	Fail

Stupid Dream

2010-10-17T07:24:00.005+08:00

It's an Ocktober Fest anyway.
Today is Sunday.
Usually I don't work on Sunday.
However, I have to work in order to earn more money! $.$fak qin hon
I know tomorrow will be my exam. & I still haven't finished to study my Macroeconomics, Businesss Communication... & Business Statistics( this one I even never touch it before)..
I wonder how I'm gonna to sit for my exam tomorrow! >.<
I accepted the job offer before I know my examination date.
So I can't reject it. I can but I don't like to do ffk thing.
11am-6pm. I'm sure that it would be a busy day.
Argh. Hope that I can finished my study tonight.
I was dreaming that I missed to go for the exam on Monday & I went to work!
How come?!
And I was crying in my dream because I was so forgetful even my examination date I also could forget??
Hmm.. Maybe the God wanna advise me that I shouldn't work today.
I don't feel want to work actually because I know if I work I sure have no time to study.
It is too rush...
Oh my God, I'm so sorry...
I will do my best no matter how...
Get As are definitely can't get already.
Because I always skipped classes & keep working & struggling to earn more money for my next semester course fees...
Business Communication I've got 37/60 for my mid term exam & group assignment. Left 40 marks for the Final exam. Even I score 40/40 I also unable to get A already. I'm so regret.
I should tell you that, it is not an ideal for me to study & work.
My school day is Mon, Tues & Thurs.
My working day is Wed, Fri & Sat.
Sometimes I work on my school day.
This means, I work more than attend my classes.
I work at least 3 days per week. so it would be 4 or 5 or 6 days per week. @.@
I'm not crazy. It is normal.
If I only work 3 days per week I think it is not enough.
I would do other things like shopping , hang out with friends, online play games or facebook....
So it is better for me to work.
y time has limitation.
Time for me to get ready now.
The previous I had no time to finish it. I will be finish it by next Tues/Wednesday... maybe.

I know you love me. ;-)
X.O.X.O

Murmuring

2010-10-14T21:39:00.002+08:00

Too much things want to talk because my life today is so interesting!
HOW INTERESTING is it, when I set my alarm at 6.30am today & I planned to go to university for my Business Communication class which at 8am. Then I had stomach ache oh gosh and then I missed the class. =.= However I did attend at last because I want to attend it So hardworking right? HEHE....
Actually I missed many times for that subject already... Although the final exam bar list has been released, but I still want to attend it anyway... or else what for I paid so much for the course?& I feel guilty for skipping the class.

Ok... Feel good because the lecturer is really good actually. She teaches the lesson quite well. I wonder why I was so lazy? Ok. Let's blame the stupid jam Cheras-Kajang highway.

Well well well... The most SURPRISING today was really making me feel so OMFG.
You know, since I started to get period, I never get attacked by the THING at outside before. How surprising me today was, I got period suddenly when I was walking alone from the library to the carpark which located at the hill top in my university to take my car. I was thinking, "why I feel my panty is wet? & I feel liquid is flowing out from my vagina... Damn... Don't tell me I have mestrualation today?? F***. I didn't bring any sanity pad along with me!" Then I quickly go to toilet 1st to ensure that I really having period & the liquid is blood and then I cleaned up myself with toilet paper & water. After that, I went to the WATSONS which not far from my university to buy the sanity pad. Then I go to the nearby restaurant's toilet and done my thing. It is really WTFFF. Fortunately I didn't mess up myself & I was wearing black skirt. My skirt didn't get dirty by the blood too. I'm really lucky! =.=

Let my wonderful day story to be continued...

After that LOVELY thing, I had my lunch in that restaurant... Ate until half, I saw my course mate, Lius who walking by the restaurant while searching his friend. So coincidence. Ok. Whatever. It was almost 2pm so I quickly took my car and wanna drive to Maxis Centre which located beside KLCC.

In here, I wanna convince you, THINK TWICE BEFORE YOU TAKE A SHORTCUT.
Why??
Actually I didn't take shortcut. I was trying to find a highway which could direct me to the destination faster. And then the stupid direction board dunno who made that, it lead me to drive to the UTARA-SELATAN highway! Walaooooooo lehhhhhhhh..........!!!!!!!
It is really making feel like "I'm dying I'm dying...." because I have job briefing at 3pm... The normal time duration from Cheras Taman Counought drive to KLCC is only 20mins approximately. Maybe less than that. With my act-smart behaviour, I just made the thing became worse. I felt like idiot. >.< don't punch me!

Ok... My supervisor was nervous... She asked me,"what time you will be arrived? The job briefing is going to start...blah blah blah....." I said," 3pm lo. Ok Ok I'm driving now. Bye." "Ok. blah blah blah blah blah..." ( I put "blah" because I've forgot the conversation content. Not because I'm impatient. It was I wanna focus on driving! I totally get lost!)

I had no choice the stupid Ovi Map in my Nokia N72 was really damn rubbish. Slow. I would even get lost if I used that. So when I drove to the highway tol, I asked the people how to go to KL. Fortunately she asked me to U-turn from the front. Or else I just will go straight all the way... Then I think I properly went to Ipoh? Seremban? Dunno... I was totally lost of direction.

I don't like to speed car because I don't want to get any summon. However I have to rush! No choice! But my dad's lousy Proton Wira can't speed up. Maximum only 120km/h. Or else the car will die. So I drove at the speed maximum 120km/h. As I dunno the road I slow down sometimes too.

Finally!! I saw the familiar KL road!!
I quickly turn into the SMART tunnel which would be faster for me to get to KLCC.
1st time use that tunnel because I try to save tol fees as I can.
Anyway, I know I spent a lot for tol fees today... I didn't count how much because I use Touch N Go.

OH yeah! I've reached KLCC finally!!
And then I ran like Siao Za Bo(Hokkien) after parked my car in the KLCC carpark then asked the people around how to get to Maxis Center.
I know it is only beside KLCC. But I'm not familiar with the place since I have been more than 1 year?? 2 year?? never go there.

Ok. I was keep rushing until I reached the 13th floor 1st meeting room.
I felt I was really 38 but actually to the others I was really elegant & pretty de... xD ignore me.

Luckily no one scold me when I late for 10-15mins.
However I would never forgive myself if I get late again.
ARGH...

Job briefing done. Took a test given by them...
=.=
I really dunno how to do it!!
I'm not a iphone user la...
Fortunately it is a open-book test.
Hope that can get 80% above. (they want me to get that)

For you to know, it is a job briefing for iphone4 launching in KL Pavilliion on 19 Oct.
Only for Maybank Platinium credit card holders to attend that event.

Yor........ I wish I have a iphone4.
T.T
Honestly it is a good phone.
I want I want......
T.T
(suddenly think about my elder sister... who got her iphone4 no longer. *envy)

The next interesting part is...........
No much time to tell....
I have assignment to rush!!!
Gosh... this post will be edited tomorrow. Tata.

My lips

2010-10-08T12:39:00.006+08:00

Whenever you see my lips, your brain may pop out one message."Vivian/ Chew Win had bitten her lips during she was french-kissing with someone." WTF.
Some friends who are more direct-forward would say it out when they saw my lips got a crack on my bottom left side. It is really make me OMFGWHATCANIDO??
I have been used various brand of lips balm, lips protector, lips gel... Yet, I don't think it is useful. They are just wasting my money!
I miss my lovely lips leh... T.T

Sweet pink lips I got.
I wasn't using lips stick...
But the one called lips tatoo.
It is very nice because it is waer proof & no harm to your lips.
It is just will make you looks more sexy or sweet... ^^

Oh yea.. I used lips night treatment too...
It is really good because all my lips problems are gone with that!
How amazing is it!

You may be curious why my lips now still like hell right?
It is really damn awful.
You can see how awful is it in my previous blog post.

(continue)
Saw it??
Ok... Now I'm gonna tell you why my lips still like that....
For more detail, you can read my previous blog post too. http://chewwingum.blogspot.com/2010/08/day-before-merdeka-day.html

For summary, let me tell you..
I put the lips night treatment in my bag and then I lost that along with my bag.
And why I don't want to buy it now because I have to repurchase 1 set of them & it costs me RM148 & I feel I have no money to buy it. For you it is cheap. Yet it is not the only reason... Because I've lost one item then I have to repurchase another set is kinda ridiculous. How about the another two items which I haven't entire finished them? Then I have so many stocks of them! =.=
Why they don't want to sell them seperately??
Anyway, I have one idea pop out suddenly...
I just want the nigh treatment one.
The another two are lips tatoo & lips balm... I can sell them right??
Yeah... I must think of that. =D

This is the set I mentioned to you just now.
World First 24hours Lip Spa ™. For the first time in the world a semi permanent lip color, anti aging lip treatment, lighten lip discolorations and lush plump juicy lips in 1 single therapy.

Lip Tattoo 1 is long lasting - virtually impossible to smear when applied properly. It is made purely from vegetable dye and flower acid coupled with micro injected technology. Combine all these and you have a semi-permanent lip color that not only has longer staying power but also helps treat lips discolorations. It creates the appearance of full lips by adhering to areas where lipsticks are not able to do so and also produce an enhanced lip line that does not bleed feather or rub off.

Its staying power is 50% greater than normal lipsticks, which means it will last through drinks or greasy meals. While this product gives you sheer baby pink lips, it also helps treats lip discolorations due to hormonal changes, smoking and too much lip staining products. Furthermore, it can also be used as an eye shadow and blusher for the cheeks. This product is mercury-and-lead-free.

Apply on to lips and wait 30-60 seconds for it to dry. Immediate results last up to 8-12 hours. Micro injected semi permanent lip colors. Finally, tattooed like effect pout perfecting products that really works.

Anti Age Lip 2 is both a line filler and lip plumper. It fills lip lines without stinging. It has a yummy citrus taste derived as the extract come from the Yuzu fruit. Yuzu is a grapefruit from Japan and Korea with a high Vitamin C concentration that acts as anti-oxidant against free radical and UV rays.

Lack of hyaluronic acid is the main reason behind thin, deflated lips. As we age, our body produces less of this acid, which makes lines appear and lips become thinner. Anti Age Lip 2 contains hyaluronic acid to plump up your lips. After the micro-technology therapy from the Lip Tattoo 1, lip pores open up to receive more nutrients and vitamins from Anti Age Lip 2.

These are the two I want to sell them.
Anyone interested???
RM120 for lips tatoo 1 & anti age lips 2.
They are branded new..
You may wonder why they are expensive.
Let me explain, the original price for Lips Tatoo 1 is RM78, whereas Anti Age Lips 2 is RM68.
However they don't sell the Lips Masque Night Treatment seperately! Which I want it!
RM78+ RM68 = RM 146.
But I sell them ~~RM146~~ RM120.

Grab it fast before I change my mind~!

2010-10-08T00:14:00.002+08:00

很久又没写blog 了。今天心血来潮就随便无聊几句咯。
觉得自己的英文好像越来越差。应该是说没什么进步。
但是很好笑的是，竟然还有人会说我的英文进步了。是踩我吧？
其实可以说是我并不善于沟通。而且我很讲究mood。
我的mood不好，可以很静很静，也可以比里巴啦，either one。

最近才弄了自己的atm card & debit card。所以就开始乱花钱了。
当然咯。你不知我有多久没shopping买东西了。
Window Shopping真的很闲，觉得自己很可怜。
加上自己大多数都是一个人shopping的。
感觉更凄凉。。。
没办法啊。我朋友并不多。
也没什么人会想要找我这个“闷蛋”。
我话题不多嘛。
看到我facebook的人从几百个增加到一千个，再到两千，又到三千。。。现在快要四千了。。。真的有够假。大部分我都不认识的。
不是我乱乱add人哦。。。我只是approve罢了。。但是我也有少过50个是我add的。。
接下来我要开过另一个account了。要不然很乱咯。

看来我顶不顺了。
人老了很容易累。
我要睡了。
GOod night.

我好像是那所谓的"她"

2010-09-05T22:16:00.006+08:00

她有点笨，她不擅长言语表达。
She is a little stupid, she is not good at words.

她独立，也好强，
She is independent, and strong.
她宁愿忍受太多的寂寞和痛苦也不愿意向別人提起。
She prefer to withstand loneliness & suffer, rather than tell it to the others.

但其实骨子里，渴望有一個避风港湾，让她去依靠。
Actually she wish to have a place for her to rely on.
但她不会承认。
Yet she won't admit it.

她必须确定那个人是否可以承受得了这一切的，
SHe must ensure that person whether can withstand all of these,
承受她的撒娇，她的无理取闹，她的倔强，她的悲观，
withstand her flighty, her vexatious, stubborn, pessimistic,
她所有的性格缺陷且永远不离不弃。
all of her bad behaviours and never leave her forever.

只有这样，她才放心，可以放心去继续做自己，不會害怕有
一天将要面对失去。
Only witht this, she just will rest assured for being herself, and won't be afraid to face the lost one day.
如果沒有，那么她只好继续寂寞和孤独。
If not, she just can continue her loneliness and being alone.

她对愛情沒有安全感，也不会給別人安全感。
She has no sense of security in love, and won't give sense of security to the others.
她一定要对方先流露出对她有好感，她才散发她的热情。
She must ensure the opposite shows the feeling towards her, so that she will show her enthusiasm.

她爱的永远是对她最好的那个，
The one who she loves is the one who treat her the best,
那个好她心里是有一個标准的，
The one who already has a position in her heart,
你的积分超过了那条河，她会爱上你，
If your accumulate point more than the length of the river, she will fall in love with you,
但大多数人沒超过线之前就离开了，
But most of them leave before they cross the line,
或者超过了之后没等她看到就离开了。
Or they leave before she sees it even they has crossed the line.

其实她要的并不多，她要的只是一個温情的爱。
Actually her demands are not much, what she wants is only a warming love.
对她來说太重要了，
This thing is too important for her,
虽然在她们口中说出來的却是：我不需要爱情。
Even though the words come out from their mouth is: I don't need a love.
其实她內心是渴望爱情...
However they are desperate for love...

----------------------------------------------------------------女人，心情世界。by goodpilce

Article is not created by me. I just found in a website & then copy & paste & edit & put translation for it... Hope you enjoy.

My 1st Semester result released!

2010-09-04T18:03:00.002+08:00

Subject No	Subject Name	Sem.	Grade	Marks	Remark
BA100	Business Accounting	2010-05	A	81
BB103	Business Law	2010-05	C	51
BB107	Microeconomics	2010-05	A	82
BM101	Fundamentals of Marketing	2010-05	A	81
LL101	University Life	2010-05	A	84

Fucking C in my business law.
No high distinction also.
Argh.
Better study hard in this semester.

The Day before Merdeka Day

2010-08-31T01:38:00.004+08:00

I was planning to celebrate my friend's birthday & Merdeka Day yesterday.
I dressed up nicely & make-up nicely & prepared to go to Mei Zhen's house.
I felt wanna bring my brand new "Seed" handbag, so I opened it & removed all the plastics (it has so many plastics cover it since it is new)...
I was starting my car engine & driving out from my house. My mom reminded me to use thing to cover my bag since I put it on the passenger seat & asked me to call her when I reached home..
Suddenly, I remembered that I forgot to bring my pink colour GUESS purse along... Then I returned back to my house & took it...
Oh yeah, I took my digital camera as well because I felt that I might need to use it...
And I worried myself might meet any accident, so I brought a "Fu"(something that related with my religious that can protect me from harm) along with me.. My mom gave it to me a couple of weeks ago..
And then I continue my journey...
I wasn't really sure about the location of my friend's house... I just knew that it was in Pandan Indah I think... I tried to get there & phoned her later if I wasn't sure about the location.
I put my phone aside the car door so I could reach it whenever I need to use it. And I tried to track my GPS with my phone.
Suddenly a phone call came in... It was Mei Zhen... She said the plan was cancelled... I was shocked & a bit angry.. Of course.. Because I was already on the way to her house.. Why they always being so last minute?? It was not the 1st time already... I really hate this ok??
While I was talking on the phone with her, I was on the MRR2 roundabout which is on the side to Pandan Indah... When I heard she said the plan was cancelled... Of course I had to U-turn back to go home.. As I missed the U-turn... So I turned in the Cheras Business Centre there nearby... And then came out from there.... And then I went back to the roundabout... As Mei Zhen asked me to go to her house 1st then just decided again so I was thinking how to go to her house...
And there was a traffic light in front... It was red... So I had to stop... Suddenly a motorbike came from behind to my left side of my car... And I dunno what they were using and trying to break my car window... I was in the panic & I couldn't do anything except let the bastards grabbed my handbag.. I didn't fight back as I didn't want to get hurt and I felt empty in my brain too. I was just thinking "oh gosh. I have to go to report to the police later." Then after the bastards gone... I couldn't remember how they looked like.. I just knew they were Malays.. two Malays male.. FUCK!! I couldn't see the motorbike's plat as they were too fast... How was I possible to see as they were my left side? My car even blocked my version already and I've got bad eye-sight.

My IC, driving license, student ID(I forgot to mention this to the police officer already.. I wonder the University will charge me how much to get a new ID.. Really Fuck lo..), member cards(for clothing, hair, beauty, Bonuslink, Robinson, etc.) Debit Card, ATM Card, my lips balm ( I just bought it no longer also.. RM148 per set la! I need it so much because my lips only suitable for that brand..), Starbucks vouchers RM10 each( There was 7 pieces leh! RM70!!), my GUESS purse( I bought this for RM199.. It is not called branded stuff.. but it is expensive to me leh! I'm not that rich k??), my SEED bag(RM139... I 1st time use it leh!!), Le Sportsac tissue case( I dunno how much is this... this one was gifted by my ex last time..), my Samsung Digital Camera( THis is really shit!! I shouldn't bring it out! FUCK! It costs around RM1.3K last time someone bought it for me!! FUCK!! I really love that camera!! DAMN it! And my memory card inside the camera... Fortunately no naked photos.. LOL. & I never took any naked photos before... Don't worry. But sexy-type la.. & there was so many personal photos which I never shown to the others... I have so many self-shooting photo leh!!).... I lost these all properties... T.T How sad I am now.... Oh yeah, & the last one... Pepper spray.. ( I was finding one chance to use it... yet I didnt use it.... It put inside the bag...)
Fortunately my phone is not inside there.. So I able to make phone calls to my friends...
Mei Zhen called me at the 1st... She asked where I was... I told her I was robbed no longer & she sounded worry & was trying to help me.. Yet, I no ask for her help because she couldn't help me anything I think. I just asked her where is the police station nearby.. And then ended the phone call...
& then I called to my Supervisor Lester.. I was thinking that he might know where is the police station. but the phone call wasn't connected... Then I saw one police RELA then I asked where is the police station & I wanna make report... He asked me go to front... I didn't see any police station so I stopped aside.. And then suddenly a call from Lester came in... I told him the accident & he said he wasn't sure & told me the nearest might be Taman Maluri there.. And then I called to Zhi Shan as she stays in nearby here then she should know.. I told her about the accident too and she said she came to find me and accompany me to the police station... She was with her friends.. They were on the way to Times Square nearby to yamcha & celebrate.. They asked me to stop in front of Neway Cheras so they could meet me... I dunno what's wrong with me that time I wanna turn in to a small road but there was 2 lorries beside the road and I was unable to turn in but I still managed to turn it & then the lorries crushed the side of my car... Damn so unlucky... why I no see the side mirror?? I really blur already.. Yeah... It was really shit..
& then I met Zhi Shan & her friends in front of Neway... Her friend asked me to let him drive my car... I knew I really a bit blur and I didn't want anything happen to my car again so I let him drove my car.. Zhi Shan said her house nearby got polica station so we followed her...
We reached the police station at Taman Tayton and I came down from the car and told the polices the accident I met and I wanna make police report. The polices then said here cannot make report and I had to go to Jalan Pudu there. Or else there would be have 2 procedures. If wanna make it fast, better go to Jalan Pudu Police Station...
As we dunno how to go there... They phoned to their friend.. And their another friend came and showed us the road...
We arrived the police station at Jalan Pudu...
I made the police report... Darn that Malay policeman keep making jokes & fun... I didn't think it was funny seriously. You are on duty but you still able to singing and talking rubbish?? Ok. FINE! But the thing I couldn't accept was, you made mistakes on my police report!! The address & my gender!! SHIT. Are you blind??? Atau you tak tau beza lelaki & perempuan?? Atau you nampak saya macam ah gua?? pon tan?? Really can fire this type of police already! I wonder is that Malaysia has so many criminal cases because of these unprofessional policeman and never did their jobs!
After made the police report at block A. We had to go to block B to see the Sarjan...
The Sarjan... I don't want to say much.. He didn't ask me much questions but create his own interview form.... And I said there was mistakes in the interview form but he said it doesn't matter.. WTF. Keep asking me to sign only... Anyway I don't think they will do any action about this thing.. So either I was on the way balik rumah or pergi ke KL, it really doesn't matter. FUCK. Then that's mean he asked me to lie la?? I didn't say those things but he typed those things in the report and asked me to sign the document.. What is this??? I just wanna settle this thing quickly... As I know even how serious the case I met they won't help me because I'm just a normal citizen.
Ok... Then he asked go to block C to take photo of my car as a proof...
Ok... Photo was taken...
And then we can go back...
As Zhi Shan and her friends are very nice...
They wanted to send me home safely...
I didn't want to be troublesome but I worried myself too...
So I accepted their willingness to help.
I felt so sorry and thankful to them because they accompany me all the way until I reached home...
THANK YOU!!
I'm really glad to have such friends..

I felt that I'm really lucky anyway.
Because I didn't get hurt and I had good friends to help me..
I learnt some lessons... Never ever put the bag on the passenger seat...(It was really coincidence... Because I usually put my bag under the seat but yesterday I didn't... maybe the bag was new so I scared it became dirty... However... I was fogotten to bring my camera & purse along but I returned back to house and took them... If I didn't do so, maybe I won't feel so heart ache and angry..)
Oh yea.. I really should stick the riot mirror... I planned to do this already but I know it was kinda expensive & my dad told me even stick the mirror already the mirror still will be broken.. I know but it would be safer right?? He is kinda stubborn I know... Ask I have no money so I no care it much... I heard that it need around RM2k so I can't afford it... I have too many financial problems have to be settled other than this...
You know.. sometimes I feel that this is the challenge given by the God.... He wants to give test to me and want to train me become stronger... Yet.. Don't treat me these ways... I don't see you treat others like me. Don't be so bias... Please.. Give me power to encounter all these challenges.... I'm just 20... I haven't settle my Quest but another Quest is coming to me?? How could it be? One by one ok?? I know I can handle it.. Because I have the power.... LOL.
Do you think pray more often would help??
Sometimes I wonder which religion I belongs to...
Hmm... Go temple or church??
I really don't know...
Can I choose both??
I guess my mom would like me to go temple...
I wonder was that the "Fu" really protecting me?
Hmm... I guess I should more believing myself than other things...
Trust me I can handle this things...
And there would be better things come to me now....
I know that..
I can feel that..
Good things are going to be happen from now...
=)
Smile always and think positively,
I can do it, so you do.

2010-08-24T21:51:00.003+08:00

After consuming medicines for more than 1 month continuously,( I think around 2 months already.. I have been sick for so long~) I finally went for specialist to check up. It was on 23/8/10. I went to Tung Shen Hospital in Kuala Lumpur and paid a visit to a ENT(Ear, nose & throat) doctor from Taiwan. We called him Michael.

Honestly, I thought the doctor would just give me some medicines to consume. Yet he was keep asking me some questions that make me keep thinking "this is not good, this is not good..." Some questions such as " How long have you been facing this type of situation?", "Why so late just come to check up?" etc. with giving an unplesant facial expression... And then he checked my ears, nose and throat. Then he began, "Your ears are getting serious. This is the middle part of your ears and there is a small channel here. You can't hear properly because 95% of your ears are covered with the pus. Only left 5% that allow you to hear. The pus will be getting serious and serious and you may lose your hearing. You have better to do surgery. This is the decision you have to make as it is related with your rest of the life. You may become deaf if you don't do the surgery." The doctor pointed to a diagram on the card and explained to me. When I heard the doctor says "surgery" I already started to be afraid. Why need surgery?? Is it so serious??? The doctor even says there may be something grows inside my ears that can't see with eyes.
After that, the doctor put the micro camera into my ears and showed me from outside the ear drums, I saw there were a lot of pus which yellowish in colour and my ear drums had many red-bloody-fine-lines. This was caused by the imflammation of my ears. The doctor then put the micro camera into my nose, there was a lot of sticky-fluid inside my nose and there was imflammation in my nose too. The doctor said that I can't breath well so cause my lips always very dry because of lack of oxygen. And then throat, my throat had imflammation too. This showed my illness was really terrible and can nearly said I was on the last stage.
However the doctor said surgery would help me. He said he will cut a small tiny hole on my each ear drum, so that he could suck some of the pus out of my ears and that would allow the air go in and out in order to make the pus gone more easily.
Surgery means they have to use knife to cut and of course Narcotic is used so that I feel numbness and reduce the pain during the surgery.
As the doctor only put Narcotic on my ears, not the entire body which would cause me asleep. so I did feel the pain as I was awaken. I felt something and heard the sound during the process. It was so geli... And I just can remain unmove on the bed. It was so dangerous if I move. Th knife would cause a big wound on my ears or the surgery might be failed and I would lose my hearing. I did cry during the process. Not because of pain I guess. I cried because I never did any surgery before and I feel that why this would happen to me.

Until yesterday, my mom told me that would be an inherited. My mom did ear surgery when I was only 2 years old. She faces ear imflammation since she was young and until she born me she just went to check up and then did a surgery on her ears. Now it happened on me again.

I'm not a negative thinker. Yet I dunno why I already expect health problem would happen on me, which is very serious for eg. Cancer. Maybe because I feel that my grandparents passed away too early?? Hmm... or maybe I never care about my health like always sleep beside mobile phone while it is still turning on?? Or maybe I like to eat so many kind of unhealthy foods??Whatever...

Thanks to my mom. Really... I appreciated her love, care and concern to me. She is a great mom. She does a lot of things for me. She treats me like a baby. LoL. Yet I like this. It is really really nice to be a baby. xD
Thanks to my sister because she cooks porridges to me sometimes. Honestly her porridge is better than my mom's porridge. My mom can't cook a nice porridge no matter how hard she tries.
Thanks to my dad because he took leave to accompany me to the hospital. If not, I think I will not go for specialist check up as I think it is very costly and I feel it is useless. Now I understand that never look down a small case. Or else it may turn worse...

So I want to advice people, do regular check up before the ill comes to find you.
Take care. =)

2010-08-10T00:06:00.006+08:00

Exam period is good. Because the duration is long enough for us to have a break. xD
One week one exam is really good. It gives me more time to go out and work my freelance jobs in order to earn more incomes. ( more time for me to go for leisure and waste my money too. =S)
Before the exam started, we had an University Life Show Case 2010 in my university.
Do you know that how much I hate that subject which called University Life?? This University Life is really making me feel that it is just wasting my money and time as other universities don't have such subject, and we have many assignments and presentation to do! The lecturer is also very stern and we are not allowed to late enter the class, or else our marks will be deducted. So much stress for that subject. Even my Microeconomics, Fundemental of Marketing, Business Accounting and Business Law are more relaxing you know. You dunno how delighted I was when the show case had ended! It symbolised no more class, assignment and presentation for University Life subject! How great was it. =D

Although I hate that subject so much, but I'm really glad that I've made more friends because of the subject. =)

Oh yeah. I can't wait to let you see how funny our final project was....
It wasnn't good enough but we did our best within a short period.

This is the 1st part. Our title of the drama is Office Life.
From boring Monday to the happening Friday.
It is not so clear as we are using our digital camera to shoot the video.
Maybe it is too boring for you as you dunno anyone of us, so you don't feel any interest in this video is a normal thing. But it is different case if you are our friends, and you see how stupid our actions and you would laugh. =)

Another part of the drama.
After you see the 1st part, this is a small part of the video about the janitor after he heard there is bonus for the staffs, then he began to work so hard. It is so funny leh. xD Well done Gabriel.

Another part which is not so related with the two video just now.
This part is about an interview session.

Eric is the most funniest actor among us. xD
Best actor award for you. =P
Clap clap clap*

Really nice to have this group of people so that our final project could be done so successfully.
Hope for the best marks for us.(how sad that we dunno our marks yet. I really hope that we can get A for our this subject even we don't like this subject. =P)

Land Rover Golf Tournament

2010-08-08T21:45:00.010+08:00

So sux that I still wanna blog. Maybe I drank coffee already then feel very excited and energetic. LOL.
Tomorrow I have Fundemental of Marketing exam.
Yet I still not yet finished my revision. HHAAHAHA...
And I was still working for a part time job from 10am-5pm today. =.=
It was a last minute job. No uniform provided for that job and I feel omg because I don't have white colour singlet and my white skirt is gone! Fuck man. =.= so suddenly...
Then I grab my little sister's skirt and found a very tight shirt which was last time I bought online and it was really tight until I can't breath that one and I never wear it before. ARGh.
No choice. Cincai la. And the colour for my shirt and the skirt were really not match then I suddenly found one piece of skirt which was my previous uniform I haven't returned back to the agent. =P And then thanks Godness! However, the shirt was really tight and looks stupid. Whatever la.

Working for Land Rover Golf Tournament today.
Thanks for my partner helped me take photos. HEHE..

This car is so nice because it is white in colour.
I love white! HAHAHA...
I don't really know about Land Rover.
I don't even know it is a car when I heard the name. @.@ I'm like a frog inside a well.
The price for this car is really shocking!
I rather buy a house than this car lo..
RM200,000++! =.=
If who get hole-in-one during the golf tournament, then that person can win this car. COOL!
However, no one got that.

That white one is cheaper.
This called Range Rover Sport need around rm500,000++!!!

And then there is another called Range Rover which is bigger size than Range Rover Sport need around rm600,000++!! Walao leh. I think I dunno when I can afford this car.

As I can't afford the car. Atleast I wanna try to drive it.
So I tested driving the car. LOL xD
Nice la wei!
It was so great! xD
I couldn't believe that I was able to drive a four-wheel-drive. =P

(omg.. This pic of me is so ugly. =( I'm really dislike take photo with this side. Because it makes me look even fat and weird. )

I wanna take photoshooting..... =((((
I think I have such a long period of time never update my portfolio.
I need nice nice photos la.....
But my hair is really terrible and my skin and lips are getting worse.
Tooooo dryyyy!!
I dunno what is happening on me!

Seeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!
Dry until like that!!!
My gosh!!
No one would like to kiss me with like this... >.<

How pity I am... =(

Hope everything will be getting better.
Gonna find one day to do treatment and cut my hair.
I wanna have a leg massage too!
Gosh, my legs feel pain and tired easily this recently.
I have to concern my health.
Thankfully it is exam period now. No class.
So I would be free~~
Yesh!!!
Ok, have to continue my study already. >.<
Good night. =)))

The World Golden Chef Competition 2010

2010-08-04T18:01:00.011+08:00

A few days ago I was very busy.
I really have no time management. Yeah.. I know some of you know that too. Bad habit. >.< style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">wearing high heels to stand/walk for about 12 hours??? Not one two inches heels. They are about 4 or 5 inches! @.@ You can say that I'm crazy. I worked for two days continuosly. The next working day I still dare to wear high heels again.. =.=

Damn that I feel that wearing a pair of high heel shoes will make girls look pretty.
Definitely. So that's why I LOVE high heel shoes so much!
They will make someone looks more sexy, charming, lovely, elegant and beautiful. ^^
Oh god, I love them so much! Muacks!!

People who are working for $$$ will definitely think $$$ important than health.
Someone like me.

I took some photos with my camera phone after my work.

My uniform was really nice.
Of course I wanna snaped a few photos before I returned it. ^^
But I could see my eyes were red.
My eyes destroyed the photo. T.T

Last Friday to Sunday, there was a exhibiton held in MIECC( Mines International Exhibition Convention Centre)-- The World Golden Chef Competition 2010.

I was sorry to my friends because I can't attend their birthday party because I was working.
Many times already... Haiz.
But this can't always blame me.
Because they are always last minute.
I wish they can inform me earlier at least one week earlier.
I'm not 'Bar Bi" k?
I work because of money. Money is really important to me.
My friends won't know that because they have no need to work as their parents are rich, their parents can afford their study, but not me.
I hope they can understand the reason why I always reject their invitation.
Anyway I will try to attend any gathering/ event that invited by my friends.

The hightlight of the exhibition was the food expo, food acrobats, celebrity chef demonstrations.
The most interesting part was the food expo which shown the finest clulnary skills and artistry of top chinese cuisine chefs.

Sadly I forgot to bring my camera along with me.
So I took photos with my E72 Nokia phone.

Dragon. =)

Chicken.

Eagle?

Dragon again. A bit blur. Because "sao zhan"(Cantonese) xD

Blur again. Wtf

Is it better now?

This one is more colourful. Nice. =)

This one. Haha.. My skill to capture.. terrible. One lion head is gone. =P

I wonder how they made these??

So nice la.

This one geng. Looks like the bird is flying.

Besides showing their food craving skills, there were many nice & delicious dishes....

Impressive!! I like this the most seriously. =)

Do you feel hungry now??
No??
But I'm already getting hungry and hungry!!!
The photos of the foods make my stomach keep groaning~ @.@

I should stop uploading now.
Too many of them!
I didn't manage to capture all the pictures as I was working that time.
Sorry~
Anyway it is nice for sharing photos with the others.
Enjoy the photos... =)

I love Italianies

2010-07-27T21:45:00.009+08:00

This time, I wanna write blog in English.
I know my English is suck.
But whatever la.

I know this recently someone treats me very very very very very nice...
This makes me feel so great you know... when someone treats you very nice, you would feel so happy as he/she does that to make you feel happy but doesn't wanna get any return from you.

In my life, I only met someone treats me really really good.
Who I can't pay back for his kindness to me.
All I just can do is, thank him... and be happy and healthy always. This is what he wants from me.

Thank you. =)

I always say that I'm single.
Yes, I am.
Because I love to be single.
I receive a lot of loves...
I'm greedy.
Actually I'm afraid more.

***********

I love foods...
I love to eat...
That's why my weight is keep increasing...
So scary~!
But I'm still enjoying foods so much.

I can't control myself~! >.<

I was taking photos while waiting for my course meals. =)
I was not camwhoring much as I took less than 10 pics(post one photo because I think the rest were failed) unlike some people could take more than 30 pics in 10 minutes!
Don't you believe that?

Mojito... This is a nice beverage. I love it so much.
It iss mixed with Gin, lime, mint leaves, etc.

Besides the beverage, I love the tomatoes soup with mussels...
This is called Italian Clams Soup.

I enjoy to eat dices of the tomatoes, hearty soup, and fresh mussels...
Yummie~~ (^.^)

Oh yeah..
Main course for tonight is Pepperroni & Meatball Clazone.
This is a folded pizza stuffed with beef pepperroni and crumbled meatballs.
I like this as it was not so oily than I thought.

Great!
I was fulled after I finished my whole meals. @.@
I would like to inform you that, everytime you go to Italianies, you should make sure that you are really hungry. So that you are able to finish your meal without wasted. Except you are a very big eater.

Italianies is not very expensive.
Because 2 course meals only RM27.90!(exclude taxes)
Check this out-->www.italiannies.com.my/menu_promo.html
P/S: 2 course meals = 1 appetizer + 1 main course.

I was having promotion meals too.
Included my beverage(RM19.90) and all the taxes, it was only RM50+.
So don't worry and try Italianies if you never try it before. =)

*********

I feel I had missed something.
Yeah... I did.
Because I supposed to have my Korean foods' cooking lessons today by 6pm.
Yet I didn't get there as I went to Bangsar Telawi to have my Starbuck's Mocha frappucino.
Then I went to The Garden's Italianies to have my dinner.
And then I shopped in Mid Valley...... =(
I could rush back to my university actually( I participated Korean Cultural Society for my extra-curriculum activity in uni, and the activiy was held in my uni)...
However.......
Haiz.... better not to say.

Take care.

-----------------------------------------------------------*•.¸.•¤”Chew Win*•.¸.•¤

24/7/2010

2010-07-25T16:18:00.014+08:00

很久又没update 了。
大家好，再次见面。=）
上个星期都在烦assignment。
所以也不想写blog.
但是大部分的做完了。
还剩两个咯。
一个是accounting，一个是university life(很stupid的一科）。
我们要做project.
我的组要做关于drama的project。
真的很不容易叻。
但是都做了一半。
所以不能放弃。
昨天就开始拍摄了。
觉得很乱。
但是还ok啦。
加油！ ^^

我们拍drama很不容易咯。
要找地方拍都难。
结果就在dance room里拍。
很奇怪，因为有很多镜子。
我们的theme是office life叻。
真的很怪。
but 随便啦。

后面的镜子反射到这间dance room很大。其实很小的叻。
红色衣的是演CEO的。
我是演manager的secretary。
其他的就忘了。哈哈。office boys瓜...

这是我的大学朋友啦。
她们都跟我同组。
From left: Chew Li, 我, Su Hui.
我不懂她们的华语名。都是那样的念。也没差啦。

这个是Eric.
他很好笑叻。
我说他是good actor, 过后有人帮我改说他是funny actor.
哈哈。对咯。他是funny. xD

这个是Chris 啦。
做drama 就是他的主意啦。
组长就是他。
要怪他也不是。
因为要拍一个好看的drama很难叻。
我们也笨啦。
其实我是懒。
哈哈。
要不然我觉得我的idea会更好吧。=P

都是怪那老师啦。。。
真是的。。
他对我们的那一班很不公平咯。
给我们的时间很不够。
~~很想骂他吃大便。~~

我很想别人帮我拍照叻。
但是我又不好意思。
算了啦。

这是我的university life 的groupmates 啦。

大家拍到都饿了。
所以一起去吃大学附近的板面店。
蛮出名的。但是忘了叫什么名。
其实有十个人的。
其他的都回家了。
只剩我们这几个咯。
第一次跟那么多大学同学一起吃叻。
比起college,我还是很想念college...
我还是比较喜欢college的朋友咯。
可能是日久深情吧。
想到以前一直嘻嘻哈哈的日子。
我真的... T.T

但是也还好啦。
我们都会偶尔聚在一起。
但是每当B & B 不齐全都会觉得缺乏什么似的。
因为我们应该会很吵的。
还是我们都成熟了呢？
还是我很久没掺他们了呢？
他们大部分都读同一个大学。
很可惜，我没那本事进他们那种昂贵学费的大学。
所以也很少掺他们。

不同大学认识不同的朋友也很好啊。^^
毕竟我朋友不多。
想认识多点朋友。=）

昨天我第一次看演唱会哦。
但是也不算是演唱会啦。
是个2010 年 Astro新秀大赛。
因为我的college同学进了决赛。
所以我们一班college朋友去suport support 他咯。

舞台很美。但是很远下叻。
很笨咯我们。
前面那里还有很多位子没看到。
坐在那么后。
之后我们换位子。
很stupid的camera竟然没电了。>.< 气死我啦。我还打算拍明星叻。因为我的camera很清咯...
这是在远远zoom in的。。

要是坐靠近点zoom in 更好..
haiz...

昨天竟然发个甜梦。
梦见有个歌手喜欢我，要追我。
过后很浪漫的....很sweer 的梦....
竟然给我的电话不知什么声音叫醒。
T.T

Hey! 说真的，我不知昨天几时睡觉的。
我还记得我电脑还开着，我一边读书的叻。
还睡在书上...
我真的忘了几时爬上床睡觉。
很多次都是这样了。。
好像有什么东西控制我似的。 =S
不懂。
可能梦游。
haha..

2010-07-14T01:53:00.002+08:00

最近越来越多的assignment 要赶。Final exam 也快要到了。
烦！
我的blog 最近都写华语。
因为比较好讲。I mean 容易让我诉苦。
我写blog 不是为了别人，而是为了自己。
就算我华语有几烂，我也懒得理。
我的English更烂叻...
看不懂华语？
我的朋友每个应该会看华语吧？
以前是华校生。
不会看华语就去学啦。
那些不会看华语的，我懂有几个。
都是那些不是很重要的。
我很希望他们都不看我的blog.
因为不想让他们知道我的事...废事烦我，问三问四，讲七讲八。

最近都不敢做工叻。
这个月应该cover得来了。
but 我真的很怕。
尤其是那ptptn的事。
要是不能继续读，我的梦想真的没了...碎了...
或许又要改来改去了。
好不容易定下来的目标，却就那样消失了...

上星期工作认识到好几个朋友。
很开心。
听了一个空姐的话，我好想去当空姐哦。
之前有想过的。后来因为想要读书，所以才没去申请。
haiz....
所以呢，怎么办叻？

算啦，gambateh....
我还要做assignment & study 的叻！
要不然我的groupmates会怪我~~
ok la. for today. xoxo

人生第一次吃“碌碌”

2010-07-12T22:45:00.005+08:00

今天是我人生第一次吃“碌碌”。
有点可笑。本小姐已经20 岁了叻。但是却没吃过 “碌碌”。
原因是因为觉得很不卫生吧。
但是我每次看到其他人吃的津津有味，所以也想要试一试咯。
我就是那么地贪心鲜 & 贪玩耍。Hehe....

但是吃了这次，我不想再吃第二次。
因为真的很不卫生叻！
yeee~~~~
有苍蝇一直在kacau 啦......又有那种鲜( or 腥??)肉味啊......而且碌碌在那几个同锅.......
会让人想到别人要是煮到不熟，又把那个stick放回进去那个锅....口水掉进去.....很胃叻~~!!
这也让我想到Melacca 的 satay celup....
真的很不卫生...
对我来说，并不怎么好吃。
没想过要再吃的念头。
yuck!

ok啦。。
个人觉得生锅还好吃。
shabu shabu~~ 呵呵。^^

Anyway，人生怎样都要尝试不同的东西，不同的食物，这才叫人生嘛。
要不然死了才发觉很多东西没尝试过，那时候啊，真的可悲咯。
所以很开心今天尝试了“碌碌”。
谢谢我的sponsor, Micholas.^^

今天另一个开心事是我的accounting paper。
hehe....
我的accounting很差的。真的。
但是今天成绩派了，我拿到19.5/20 marks 哦。
班上拿最高分的我当然开心啦。^^

还有哦，听说我上报纸了。
是坏还是好，你说呢？
我不会做坏事而上报纸的啦。
虽然有可能性，but 不是那样咯。
我也没看报道啦。
只是听朋友说上个星期日的星洲日报看到我。
因为我在 26/6/2010 work as usherette for 那个 Samsung Galaxy S 的 lauching event。

这是从网上get到的。
我就是戴着 blue belt 最远的那一个咯。
报纸的我没看过照片。
我很怕拍到很不美咯。
因为我人的样貌问题，要是拍到不美，不美+不美=变丑。
咳... whatever 啦。
也不能怎样啊。
但是本小姐还是觉得很荣幸。^^

开心~~！

2010-07-06T01:22:00.002+08:00

很久没写blog了。
不想写blog是因为没心情。太多忧虑。太多烦恼。自己不知所措。
我真的很没有方向感。
或许是有的，但是事情没想像中的那么顺利。可以说是很不顺利。
认识我的人都知道。我是自己赚钱供自己读书的。
但是靠我自己一个人也没那么厉害。一个月可以赚三千块以上，是有可能的。但是要牺牲小我，完成大我。Sorry。所谓的牺牲，我最多只能牺牲自己的空余时间与精神。我不敢尝试更大的牺牲。因为就是过不到自己的那一关。
命运是自己掌控，但是自己却不能担保自己的未来一定就是美好的。生命中出现各种各样的坎坷，随时会把你从高空中狠狠地甩你下来。让你很难坚持那种不认输的心态。

说真的。当我考完A level 之后，我已经打算放弃学业，想着要打工了。但是成绩当时还没出户，所以暂时当自由业者，就是说谓说的freelancer.由于自己不能称上美女，所以接的工作也并不是很好。因为大部分的工作都是在晚上的。但是都是before 12am。因为我家里有家规。一等要在十二点之前回到家。我做的工听起来很不好听。我可以说是waiter。但是只serve beer/ promote beer。有时也会帮忙serve other beverages 啦。我工作有rules。我serve beer, but cannot drink beer。我不是陪坐，我也不能坐下来陪顾客聊天。虽然有时候工作地点在pub, bar, or club. 但是有时候的工作地点在restaurant or hotel.. 都是有events 才做的啦。比如说有人open house,要开party.我就去做工啊。要不然就是哪一间公司当天anniversary就去做工咯。要不然是Christmas eve, New Year eve, Chinese New Year, Wedding dinner, etc. 喂。。。我的工作是很正劲的，ok?? 拜托不要乱乱想。所以一做就做了几个月。

刚开始是很兴奋的。因为我大多数一天都只做四个小时，薪水很不错下。但是日久了，觉得很不开心。可能是我这固执的个性？还是我最讨厌讨人开心？还是我不喜欢跟陌生人说话？还是我不爱讲话？
我是个很内向的人。我坦白的说，我不爱讲话。尤其是陌生人。我也讨厌要拍马屁，讨人开心。我很固执。像我这种人要promote/sell 东西真的有点困难。我都不知为什么我要读Marketing。应该是我不喜欢Accounting的关系吧？而且我一直在传销这一行做freelance。读Marketing觉得应该有用吧？虽说我不爱说话，但是我很喜欢拥有很多的朋友。我比较喜欢别人主动跟我做朋友。虽然我很酷，但是别看外表。认识我久的人，都会知道我有时很三八下的。所以只要你有心，当然可以作我朋友，but 我很讨厌看外表做朋友的人。我不是leng lui。在facebook 的照片是真的，but跟现实上也会有差。所以就算我facebook有几千个朋友（我很少add 人，不到10% 是我add 人，反而大多数都是别人乱add 我的），不到50个是真正的朋友咯。

我真的不是leng lui. 虽然做工有时有几个人会搭讪我，but 那些是拿电话拿爽的。就算真正找我，我大多数都不会理。就算facebook, msn 别人找我，我也很懒地理。我cuan?? 不是啦。。。。我真的很懒。对了，我不爱做工是怕了那些无聊人。很闲的。就算我是single,我也不会急着要找男朋友啦。那些无聊人，第一天说对你有意思的，真的有够假。但是算了吧。不要理酱多就是了。

说到我做工，别以为我只单单做酒的，其他的也有的。但是比较少啦。难道要做就做的吗？比如说PC Fair 不是每天都有的啊。你找给我啦。。一个小时最少rm25我才肯做。rm25 我有时还会嫌少。其实真的很少。不够我用。别忘了我要供我的所有费用。所以这让我不知还要不要继续我的学业。

ptptn loan 发生问题，真的预想不到的。在　ＵＣＳＩ，A level cert 升 B.A(Hons)in Marketing　是借不到ptptn loan．真是让我觉得不知所措。已经想了几个解决方法。但是要继续读在那大学修自己读着的那一科真的有点难。也不要再叹气了。在等多几个星期看看吧。

I wanna introduce a friend

2010-05-26T09:10:00.002+08:00

I dunno how to start my assignment so I start right here.
I've got appointment today actually but I reall busy & don't have time for it.
I dunno what can I do.
Frustrated.
I feel I'm a loser because I failed to handle everything in the same time.
I'm so sorry.
Ok.
Calm down.
Let me try to calm down for a while...........................
Ok Done.
My stupid assignment title is Introducing a New Friend. ( I say it stupid because I don't want to do the assignment within the short period of time. Maybe I have no time management.)
My appointment. I'm stil worry about it. I have no self-preparation yet. Got. But I have no time. I have to skip class today. Seriously. Ok. Skip class would be settle my things. Ya. I can try to apply leave for one day. Hope so.
Ok. Now, time is rushing with me. So I have to hurry up.
Yea, now is 9.17am.
My assignment which I try to finish it by today. What time? Hmm. 10pm. Am I able to finish it within a few hours?? Ok, give me time duration for... 3 hours?? Is that enough?? No. I don't think so. You know, I'm a very slow motion person. Yea, as my friend, you are surely know that even I don't mention it.
Ok. I know, I have no much time left. But let me try to calm down myself 1st. Or else I will mess up everything.
Breath 123.
Expel 123.

Don't continue read it if you feel that I'm a bit...wu liao(Mandarin; english= boring)? Whatever.

How to Introducing a New Friend huh?
Ok. Let me tell you, I can write it if the ~~stupid~~( do this obvious? I hope the lecturer never see this, or else I dunno what may happen on me. But if you are my readers, I think you should know that the word, stupid has no meaning. Just feel wanna put it. Like some of people love to put fuck. So it doesn't bother much right? Do you get it what I'm trying to say?) lecturer never say MUST be able to describe the culture and background of the student( source: http://www.ucsi.edu.my/advantage/new/eAdvantage.asp?UID=1001025450,LL101_cle_asm_001_ED_May10.doc).

Thanks for Soroush, my new friend who willing to accept from my interview session.
Actually I didn't feel that I interviewed much as I just want to know more about a friend. Not because of the assignment so I have to ask this & that. I don't like being forced you know. If I was keep thinking wanna do the assignment I would written down all the questionaires, & then asked, "what is you culture?", what is this & that....blah blah blah.... Yea, I can ask a lot you know?? But I think this would make people feel uncomfortable with it. I know some communication skill is needed, which this skill I think I'm really poor with it.

Ok. Stop thinking about other thing k??? ( suddenly stupid message popped out in my brain & ask me remember the appointment today. wtf.)

My friend, Soroush is a Persian & he is a very friendly guy.
He said every Persian are very friendly. They like to treat whoever go to his house as their family. This made me remind Bangladish in our country. Hmm. Why I don't praise Chinese? Maybe because of my family? Yea, we are Chinese and my family is a bit strange. They don't like outsiders come to their house. Maybe my house is too small & not nice enough. They might let other people come if my house is very big & nice so that others will be feel more comfortable. I think this is the main reason. We care other people think.

Oh yea, Soroush has interesting hobbies!
Why I say so?
Because not every guy love to cook & bake.
He enjoys cooking & baking so much & he knows a lot of nice fooods.
He stays in Malaysia for about 2 years already & he says he had almost finished trying all the nice foods in M'sia. Hmm. I should ask him whether he had tried Satay Kajang. Because I stay in Kajang & Satay Kajang is so famous & I dunno why it is so famous. We have muzium for satay in Kajang. I think they just want to attract tourisms.
Soroush knows to cook many dishes. He likes to make something fresh which you cannot taste it in any restaurant. If you are his friend, you are really lucky. Why? Because you will have the chance to taste his hand cook. I haven't try his hand cook dishes yet. Soon, I will. =P
Saffran says every Persian like to add Saffran(a flower a.k.a Red Gold).

"Saffron (pronounced /ˈsæfrən/) is a spice derived from the flower of the saffron crocus (Crocus sativus), a species of crocus in the Iridaceae. A C. sativus flower bears three stigmas, each the distal end of a carpel. Together with their styles—stalks connecting stigmas to their host plant—stigmas are dried and used in cooking as a seasoning and colouring agent. Saffron, long the world's most expensive spice by weight, is native to Southwest Asia."( source: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Saffron, 1st pharagraph)

Yes. It is really really expensive. Soroush told me that the price of Saffron varies with its quality & purity. Its price is so expensive because it is an one-day-flower & its production cost. It is an one-day-flower because it is just bloom once in September per year at 4.30am(when the sun arise), after 30 minutes the flower will be wither. The production cost is high. This is because they use labour intensive & tradisional method. They have to employ many labours who must be very professional so that they can produce high quality of Saffran & prevent wastage. The process is like this, first, they have to be very efficient in picking up all the stigmas. There is only 3 stigmas per flower and they have to harvest them wisely to ensure the the stigmas are not mix with the yellowish stamens( it will reduce the quality of Saffron) as flowers fragile easily.
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Type until halfway then I go to facebook for a while & enter a competition in facebook... Haha. Rest for a while 1st.. because my essay is quite long I think. Vote for us, I've just participate this. http://apps.facebook.com/cleanclearmy/gallery/detail/744/?ref=nf Thanks. Don't worry it is not a virus. It is a Clean & Clear competition. Hehe. I will tell you more about this after I've done all my things today.

Gosh!!!!!! HELP ME!!!!!!!!
I think I have to arrange time properly.
I dunno why I still got the mood to touch my facebook.
Ok. This is a draft only.
Later will continue.
Because I still have other important things to do.
God, give me power so that I can solve every matters that have to be done by today.

YES! I feel the powerful of God. =)
Trust me. I can do it!
Will be right back.

Recall back to happening in March 2010

2010-05-21T03:35:00.019+08:00

I give myself too much stress this recently.
Not just because of study, but also other things.
Feel lonely this recently too.
Wanna find friends is really difficult for me.
Dunno why.
Maybe I'm too boring already no one want to date me.
I'm the one who keep dating people out, but no one would like to go out with me.
Something wrong with me?
I really dunno.
Maybe I mix too many mental illness people, then I get affected too, so they scare me??
Sounds rediculous.
Ok. Try to recall back what I did past few days, past few weeks & past few months...
I have been really long time never update my blog & I know there are many puzzles which need me to arrange them.

Started with March, I worked for EFE Furniture Fair @ MAEPS, Serdang from 3rd-8th of March. I remembered that 4th of March was the most terrible day for me as I had car accident on that day. Hate that. I never forget that. It was really a nightmare to me. Many procedures had to do because of that car accident. I'm so thankful to a few people as they helped me past the difficult time. Berry, was one of the collegues worked with me & it was so coincidence he stayed in the same housing area with me. So he fetched me to work & back from work along. Gavin, one of my friends when I found that he is the (only?) one would come & rescue me when I face difficulty. I remembered that day, I was so nervous & dunno what to do, I had no other friend that I coulld ask for help like that. Really, I couldn't think anyone can help me. So I quickly called him to come. Thanks godness, he came & tried to help me solve my car things. & then, my dad. I forgot why I want to thank him, yet I still want to thank him. Finally, Wei Fu. He always tried his best to help me no matter where he is. Anyway, things was over & please drive carefully ok LYE CHEW WIN. I have to always remind myself as I forget things easily.

Stupid car. Blame yourself because you have a stupid owner.
Stupid owner is really angry with you because your front is too long until she always face difficulty in parking the car.

Ok. Next happening in March was the make-up competition for JF academy @ PGRM building, Cheras.

I was helping my friend, Miki Ng to be her model so that she can graduate from her institute.

I was feeling there would be no chance for us to win the competition as I had a very simple design. Whereas the other competitors had nice dressing, everything were so complicated & outstanding.

etc.

There were total around 25-30 competitors.
From their tops until bottoms, they were very "kua jiong".
Their headset, dress, finger nails, accessories and shoes...
I wonder there was a fashion or make-up competition.
You know how much for their whole costume??
I think at least RM300. Mine, i doubt it was lesser than that.

Look back those photos, & try to guess who get 1st, 2nd & 3rd place.
It might out of your expectation. Same went to me.

Here is the answer:-

From left: 2nd winner, 3rd winner, my make-up artist, 1st winner, unknown.

Did you guess correctly?

Whatever was it, the most important was we won for the 3rd place!
We never thought that actually. Thanks for the judges so much & my friend's effort wasn't wasted. I wonder whether I should be happy or not when the judge praised me that I had an elegant-look & catwalk but my friend's friends said I looked like very "lan si". Omg. But that was the look my friend wanted--elegant. Elegant made the judges added extra marks for me. ;-) So you can called me COOL. =P

Feel the freedom again

2010-05-12T01:15:00.004+08:00

I know I have been in complicated relationship for so long already & i'm really sick of it.
Now I wanna dump all those stupid love matters.
Good.
I did it.
Problems are settled.
I hope those people won't be so childish & act smart.
It doesn't help & just will make thing even worse.
I don't want to make enemy.
I don't want to hate anyone.
I can forgive what you did but time can't be rewinded back.
So just let it go.
Why not just be friend?
Honestly I treat friend better than lover.

Gosh. Today I spent a lot for my beauty products again.
Stop saying me that I'm wasting money.
I bought those things because I really need them.
I'm not buying those things I won't use it k?
Beauty is really important for girls.
Really.
Beauty will be fade away if we never care it properly.
Beauty can boost someone confidence too.
So in order to make me gain more confidence, I need beauty.
There is no ugly woman in this world, but lazy woman.
Honestly, people always called me as "Ugly Duck" when I was kid & I wanna turn myself to be a "Swan" so I work hard for it.
I cannot be lazy or else I will be changing back to the Ugly Duck again.
So who ever say I waste money on my beauty products, I will ask you go to die.
I'm not spending your money what.
I'm a rasional consumer k?
I'll compare the price before buy something.

Hmm. Going to count my spending tomorrow.
Tired now. Zzz.
Good night.
I'll try to write blog every single day.
Do support single lady.
Thanks.

My new life is began

2010-05-10T17:13:00.004+08:00

I just got my student ID card today.
What makes me feel happy is I can go for my further study as I wish.
Thanks for my family's initial support.
Without their help, I think I cannot continue my next step to fulfill my dream.
Oh yea, yesterday was mother's day.
I was working at outstation so cannot celebrate for her.
I'm so sorry to my mom because I forgot to give her a phone call.
I always been so forgetful. Sorry.
Anyway, I know that my eldest sister is coming back from Singapore by 27th of May.
I know she want to celebrate mother & father's day together.
So actually I did't missed anything right?
Plus I got something for her before mother's day already & I told her that it is for mother's day present.
I'm not so terrible ok?
If I'm really terrible then kill me.

My new student ID. kaka...
I'm look so fat already I know.
Wanna keep fit but the weight is keep increasing I dunno why.

I'm a university student now instead of college student or full time freelancer.
Anyway I'm still working part time in freelance job.
I'm so happy & feel proud sometimes because not everyone do the same thing like what I'm doing--Studying & working.
As most of my friends, if study then study, work then work.
I know some of you would think that we can't focus on study if we work, as I experienced it before.
I failed to maintain a good result like in the past because of working.
Yeah, I admit that I was really playful until I didn't have the heart to study.
However, I regret now & trust me, I will be very hardworking now.
& I will ensure that my job has no influence on my education.
My university life is so flexible compare to college life.
15 credit hours per week compare to 8 hours per day last time!
No class on Friday to Sunday is really good.
But there is a stupid class on Monday.
It is really annoying that I have to attend the only one tutorial class on Monday. UGH!!
Waste my car petrol, money to pay the tol fees & parking fee. Wtf.

New life new beginning.
New friends ~~new lover~~.
Hmm...
I really like the environment of my university.
No more wild animal eg. monkey. lol
My previous college, TARC got a lot of monkeys.
I almost got attacked by a monkey! Stupid.
No more wild cat & dog too.
No more cold like hell classrooms & halls until can freeze me up!
No more disgusting foods.
No more annoying & boring hostel.
No more strict rules! yeah!!! =D

BUT, I miss my college friends a lot~~!! T.T
Hey, find one day come out leh my friends.
I MISS YOU GUYS A LOT~~

I'm sot jor. @.@
Whatever.

Reading again

2010-03-23T12:05:00.009+08:00

There was a book fiesta at 1 Utama on this Sunday.( Always remember Sunday is the 1st day of the week. Some people really don't know about this. They thought Monday is the 1st day of the week.)

You should get surprised because I bought two books for myself to read, of course.

One of the book I bought...
The Twilight Sage: Eclipse

It is undoubt that you know this if you love to read novel & watch movie.
After the Twilight version, then the New Moon, & then Eclipse.
The movies had shown in the theatre & there are DVD too for the Twilight & New Moon.
The story is really nice. I like it. Most of the girls love romance story right? Hmm. Yeah. Included me. =)
This story is not just about love, you know.
I doesn't like those story all about love... Dull, it called.
As you know, I really seldom read novel. To me, it is wasting my time as I can't finished reading my textbooks, then don't talk about novel or other reading materials.
But now the situation is different now. I'm really boring this recently as I haven't started my university life while most of my friends have started their uni life. Hmm... Wonder is that good?
So, I can spend my leisure time well & also can improve my english. Good. =)
I enjoy reading so much now as I have a period of time stop reading already. I mean read those thick books. Miss thick thick books so much. lol.
I do read magazines/ newspaper sometimes. But it is not enough for me. Not thick enough can I say that? Hmm... Not really. Too colourful as there are too many pictures & I see the pictures more than the words. Haha. =P

2nd book I bought is.... The Secret.
This is really famous & I want to get it since long time ago.
Ok, now I own it. Yeah~~ =D How happy I am. =)
But feel a bit "sam tong" as it cost me RM79.90. >.< I'm going to read the 629pages novel 1st. Wonder how many days I will spend on it so that I can read it finished. Do you think I'm patient enough? No actually. But I will try. Hehe.

Upload 1 photo of mine because I feel like I long time no appear in my blog post. Haha.
A different look of me.
Don't say I'm cute again. Say I'm cool. =P

I won't get start Any relationship with Anyone Anymore

2010-03-18T12:26:00.008+08:00

Honestly, I have complicated relationship with many people since I broke up with a guy. I have 2 years + in relationship with him. I felt regret after a while but time heals me up.
I'm not going to tell how & why we broke up. I just can say it came so naturally when we knew our fate had ended.

Complicated relationship means really complicated. I don't like it at all. They treat me as their gf & in return I won't treat them as my bf too. You know nightmare? Yeah... They are still giving me nightmares as they are fucking free to disturb me. You know why? Because they are too desperate for ~~love~~ sex. Yeah. I know some of you can't believe it. Yet you have to know, this world is full of wolf & fox. I met so many of them already. Asking those stupid questions or talk dirty with me... wtf. They tried to cheat me as I'm look so naive. Yes, I am.... FUCK YOU! You don't really know about me. Can I say I'm good in acting? Nope. I'm a straight-forward person. But some people tell me, this life is full of dramatic. So we have to be drama queen sometimes. Ok. Whatever. It is not my style anyway.

Sometimes I feel that I should keep my relationship as secret. If I really found someone who is stable enough for me, I just will introduce him to you. Hmm.. But I know, I may told some of you that I've got what type of bf la... this & that... I felt regret to say that as I really don't know how to explain my complicated relationship. BF or not BF, I sendiri pun tak pasti. They said I'm their gf but don't really think so. But now, something has changed. I met him.. I'm not sure whether our relationship is stable enough..(maybe yes... as I feel that he is the normal guy then make me feel got "on qun gam") But when he post the message in his facebook page..then in my facebook's wall... & then request for changing status in a relationship with me... I'm a bit stun honestly... Because I plan to do it after we passed our relationship for at least one month. But I understand why he did so. I'm not blaming him for this. I respect his action. I don't really mind it. What I'm just afraid is getting troubles. Maybe the troubles will be on him or me. As you know, I have complicated love within this few months... Hmm.. Perhaps I think too much??

Ok... Anyway, you no need to guess how many bf or ex-bf I've got. LOL. Ok. I'm not that playful. I just allowed myself to have one bf & I just has two ex-bf this temporarily. (Don't count those small potatoes... "sai hei" & "git sam") That's all. I told ya I'm not a play girl.

But I ♥ Badboy & I ♥ Playboy. LOL

I bought these shirts when I shopped for CNY clothes. =)
Nice? That's why I say I love badboy & playboy. xD

frustrated life

2010-03-17T12:24:00.005+08:00

These few days really make me frustrated.
Because I'm too boring at home!
I have no job to work. That means I have no income. =(
Ok... The things are getting worse as I love shopping so much!
I have too many demands. I'm totally lose my mind when shopping. @.@ help!
I did control myself sometimes. Otherwise, I can declare bankrupt already. Gosh... sounds terrible.
I can't live without money~!
Hey, if you have any freelance job, remember to share with me.
In return, I'll share with you too if next time I got job news. =)
I ain't a selfish person. Trust me. You can ask my friends.
I always spread the job news what...
Or else my phone bill won't more than rm100 per month... wth.
I'm not a business woman but stupid. I'm really don't understand how come I spent so much on my phone bill. =/
Maybe I'm too famous??
so ppl keep texting me messages & I reply them too oftentimes??? wtf.
Stop using Dxxx or Cxxxxx or U-xxxxxx if you wanna be friend with me. LOL. I'm just kidding. Don't take it serious. =P

Ok... I'm going to work tonight.. Don't be sensitive with the word "night". Hmm... Maybe you should. Because I'm going to kill anyone who come out at night. HAHAHA!!! I'm actually a Ninja... walk in the shadow... kill people in the shadow.. =P

Jeez... I hate those old-fashioned person.
Ok. I promise I will wear long sleeves tonight.
Haha... Don't you believe it?
What kind of job have to wear long sleeves to work at night?
Let you guess.
A tips? It is my uniform & I have to wear it.
Ok la. Stop guessing.
Because I'm not going to tell it. Haha. You fooled. =P

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If you are finding job, then you should read this. Or else "sai hei".
Ok. If you read my blog, then you will know this job news. I'm lazy to forward this message.
Plus, if I post it to facebook, many people will know about it. You know what I mean. I wanna let my friends know the job 1st before the others. So that the chance to get the job is bigger. Hmm... Is that? Haha. Whatever.

Hi, Please forward out to all your IPOH Friends who's good looking, guy/girl, Malay & Chinese.

Hiring IPOH Cigarette's girls and supervisor, who will be base at Ipoh, details at below:

Hiring girls & guys from Ipoh as Cigarette Brand Ambassadors. Malay and Chinese pretty girls are welcome to apply.

MUST BE 21 YEARS OLD (BORN BEFORE 1990)

4-5days work weekly, 5 hours job, rotating shift, morning-noon-night throughout Ipoh. Will arrange accordingly for you base on ur location.

Each team consists of 1 supervisor and 3 girls. Supervisor will be providing you transport to & back from work.

2 categories of job:
A. Retail Outlet: Mamak, Supermarket
- RM130/day
- Rotating Shifts, Morning/Noon/Night. 5 hours per shift. Transport provided by supervisor.
- Requirements: Slim & good looking

B. Pub, Club, & etc..
- RM220/day
- Night shifts, finish work late, maybe 12pm -2pm.
- Requirement: Super hot, gorgeous, model kind.

This is a contract job for 12 months, arrangement can be made if you cannot contract for a year. Details will be discussed after you are selected.

We are hiring guys as supervisor too:
Pay range RM180-230/day depending on your qualification and ability.
- Must be able to drive around Ipoh with good sense of direction.
- Must possess own car
- Must be flexible to work morning/noon/night
- Can take care of my girls
- Can do a proper report, speaks well

Interested? Please email in your profile to tina.sovo@gmail.com, as many pictures as you can, personal details, contact number, and past working experiences.

We will call you asap after your profile is screened.

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A gathering with 6J classmates of primary school

2010-03-13T18:05:00.007+08:00

12 March 2010

It is not easy to make a gathering with primary school classmates.
I'm really greatful that the existance of FACEBOOK helps to reunion us. Thank you, Facebook. =)
Oh yeah, my friend Chow Chun Houng is really have to specially thanked as he is the 1st one who planned this gathering.
His effort that trying to contact every classmates should be greatly appreciated. Give him some claps. =D
Of course I'm not forget that the rest who trying to help too. =)

Although not everyone attended the gathering. Yet I felt great atleast I was able to meet them & chat with them. I found that they are totally different with my secondary school classmates & college classmates. Most of them are working now. They made me feel wanna start to work for full time job. Gosh, I need money so much.
Anyway, I feel that education is so important & that's why I'm finding university for myself. I want get at least a degree cert. Hmm... I'm going to an Education Fair at Mid Valley exhibition hall later. Hope that I can meet my next step.

Oh yeah, I wonder you can recognise my face in this photo or not. Hehe...
My friends told me that I look totally different after primary school. Can say after secondary school too. Because I looked very nerdy during primary & secondary school. =S
Oh yeah, my friends say I get thinner, prettier & taller too.
However, these three:
Get thinner?? Nope. I don't think so. My weight is gaining! T.T I wanna diet. But failed to control my food desire everytime. =/
Get prettier??? hmm...I like this praise. Haha.... Who don't?
Get taller? Of course I'm getting taller. Or else? shorter?? No way. I wish I can get taller & taller then I can be a top model. LOL I'm dreaming again.. =.=

Ok. A tip for you. I was the 3rd shortest girl in my class.

Oh yeah, one more thing.
I have a bestie during primary school.
She is a really nice girl & talkative.
Her date of birth is earlier than me one day.
Mine is on 24 November 1990, hers is on 23 November 1990.
During primary school, many people thought that we are twins/ sisters as our appearances looked quite similar. I wish I can show you the photos we took together during primary school but not now. Soon will post it up. =)

I wonder now we are still looking like sisters or not. Haha...
But maybe I applied cosmetics on so we look difference now?
Ok. Let you to be the judge. What do you think? =)

car accident

2010-03-04T21:57:00.001+08:00

I hate car accident happened to me... moody*

14 Feb 2010

2010-02-18T17:43:00.012+08:00

I'm not going to think much already.
CNY must be happy right? =)
I thought that we were not going back to hometown this year as my dad said it would be very tiring for us. Yeah. It was really tiring because we didn't stay over night & went there for a few hours then went home. Plus there was traffic jam along the way. Police blocked & accidents caused it. wth. Kajang to Melacca need to spend more than 3hours is really crazy! Ok.. Fine... Better than for me to stay at home anyway... or else it made me felt upset to spend my Valentine's Day alone.
14 Feb 2010

Melacca old house is really old.. it is located in the bandaraya Melaka? historic Melaka?? It has history of 71 years already.
It is not a house actually.. It is a shop. A very long shop..

Birthday cake for someone...Whose birthday? So many big candles... lol.

Oh.. It was my dad's birthday! 61 years old already.

Happy birthday papa. =)

Thanks my uncles to buy the birthday cake for my dad & gave him a surprise & helped us took photos. & thanks all my relatives who helped to celebrate my dad's birthday. =)

My ~~mom~~ was so happy.. keep laughing. lol.

Ok.. Finally stop laughing... but sleepy. tired of laughing? hahaha...

From left: my little brother, my little sister, mom, me, dad, eldest sister
Happy family. =)

That day wasn't my dad birthday actually. My dad's birthday is on 13 Feb. =) It was CNY & Valentine's day. The crowd demanded a kiss from my mom to my dad.

Yet, my mom didn't give any kiss/ hug. =.=
She was too shy to do that. lol.

After sang birthday songs & blew the candle & made wishes, my uncles asked my dad to pick up 4 lucky numbers in a container. & then they are going to buy TOTO/ Magnum/ etc.. l They say Chinese New Year ma... -.-ll

Oh look! The 1st lucky number is 8! lol.

Wish everyone 88888888 this year la. =)

My post is gonna ended as I dunno what else can I write.
My 1st day of CNY & Valentine's Day was past like that.
Happy or not? So far so good la.
I wish I'm busy in CNY so that it won't let me keep thinking of him.
He called me in the 1st day of CNY, & then lost contact.
He phoned me another day in the 4th day of CNY with a few conversation & 2 messages...
& then lost contact again.
He said his phones were out of batteries.
Ok... I trust him...
Yet I don't know what can I do now as he is likely disappeared in this world.
I wonder he is really exist?
Or he is just my imagination?
lol. I rather people think this is my imagination than they tell me that I'm silly.
I'm not silly & stupid, okay?
Anyway, I'm still curious who I am to him?
Which status am I now? single/ in the relationship? I really don't know actually. In complicated. Yeah. I should say that. But I hate that seriously. The feel is really weird to me. Ok. Whatever. Friends & family are more important than that. So stop thinking of that fucking stupid silly tiny matter. wtf.

chewing gum??

2010-02-18T15:18:00.003+08:00

I don't understand...
What's wrong with me & what happen to him??
I really don't know what can I do now...
1st time I feel that I am not "chewwingum"(my nickname), but a piece of chewing gum!
Can anyone tell me this is not true??
I don't want be a chewing gum...

Fooled Me Again, Honest Eyes

2010-02-17T13:55:00.001+08:00

See the lonely girl
Out on the weekend
Tryin to make it pay
She cant relate to joy, ohh
She tries to speak it
Cant begin to say

The boy fooled me again
Oh oh he loves me all up
But Im so down today
See the lonely girl
In Hollywood on the weekend
Try to make it pay

Its been a hard day
Harder nights
The rockstars girlfriend
She lost a fight
Well its alright baby
Im nobodys mother
But I dont want this last cigerette to be over

You fooled me again
Fooled me again
With your
Honest honest honest eyes
Again fooled me again
With your dirty mouth
Full of honest lies
Uh oh
Again oh when you fooled me again Oh yeah
Youre so honest
Full of shhh
Honest eyes

Its been two days
Since he left on
She dried her eyes
Picked up her microphone
She sang, its alright baby
Im nobodys mother
Just dont want this last
cigerette to be over, you know

You fooled me again
Fooled me again
With your honest
Honest honest eyes
Again fooled me again
With your dirty mouth
Full of dirty lies
Again oh when
You fooled me again
Oh yeah
Youre so honest
Full of shhh
Honest eyes

You fooled me again
Fooled me again
With your honest
Honest honest eyes
Again, fooled me again
With you dirty mouth
full of honest lies
Again oh when you fooled me again Oh baby yeah
Youre so full of it
At least your honest eyeeyeeyeeyeeyeyes
Again honest honest
youre so freakin honest
na na nana na na nanananana
youre so full of it
at least your honest
Eyes....

working with Nicholas Teo for "zheng" green tea?

2010-02-11T16:28:00.008+08:00

1st of all, I want to thank Ooikiki sent me those photos of that day. =)
It was really meaningful for us as that was our 1st time stand so close with a quite famous singer in Taiwan & Malaysia.
I was working as promoter for 正"zheng" green tea last few days. (8/2/2010)
It was unpredictable that 张栋梁　Nicholas Teo was coming over to promote the green tea with us as he was a prolocutor for that green tea. My friend & I like "oh my god, we are so lucky!" so 38 like that. LOL.

The job said start from 1-6pm. But actually we just started our job from 2-6pm due to the stocks & our uniforms hadn't reached on time. So happy because work less one hour.
Then our job is really simple. Because we no need to sell it & just distributed samples of green tea to the crowd. There are 4 flavours: lemon, apple, honey & peach. But we just distributed apple & honey flavour only. After 2 hours, we stop distributing samples & the quiz game was started. There was a DJ is from 988 fm?? not sure & then free 4 bottles of green tea to each of the winners. Nicholas Tan came around 5pm then. He talked a while to the media & then took some photos. & then he distributed the bottle of green tea with his autograph on it & roses. Green tea is for 新年快乐 & rose is for 情人节快乐. How lovely. =)

I was so happy because I was appeared in one of the chinese newspaper with this photo although just saw half face. >.< . My sister shown it to me yesterday. & my family saw me appeared on TV too. Hehe...

I was so glad to help him to distribute the roses. =)

I was standing so far distance with him in this pic! Gosh. Because I wanna let the other 3 girls stand with him closer as I had him stand with me quite long already because I was the only assistant to help him distribute the roses ma.. HAHA.

But my friend, Xuan Li was the luckiest one! Omg.
This photo is so good! >.< envy* Looks like his gf in the photo.

After our job ended, we allowed to take how many bottles of green tea go back home. Haha... FOC. So good. But you know so many bottles we can't carry much. So we just took 4 bottles of green tea + another 2 bottles which got his autograph on them. ;-) Those fans say if sell it online can get attrative price for it. Especially sell it to Taiwan. Hmm... what do you think? If you want I can sell it to you. =P Oh yea, those person incharge were also very friendly. They asked us to go for the dinner before went back. So we enjoy our job so much! Haha. Me & Xuan Li got so much things to talk as we had a period of time never see & chat with each others. She was my secondary school classmate. We talked & talked until the other people also no chance to talk with us. We talked non-stop like one day is seriously not enough for us to finished our talks. Haha... Felt that it was correct to ask her to work together with me on that day. Hope that the other friends won't feel jeolous. =X Chinese New Year & Valentine's Day is coming soon. Hereby I wish everyone have a Happy CNY & Valentine's Day~!

goodbye to a relationship

2010-02-10T10:31:00.005+08:00

I wish I will update my blog atleast once a week. Yet I failed to do so. Sorry.
It doesn't mean I have no happening this few days/ weeks, I'm just don't have the mood to boost me write blog.
Everyone know that I broke up with my bf already. If you don't know about it, that means you are not friend enough with me, so please read my blog oftenly. Oh yes, remember to help me click the ads. Hahaha. Although I get a few cents/ maybe less than cent for the ads.. ( actually I don't know how it counts) Anyway, just help me to click the ads everytime you visit my blog. I'm not forcing you, just give it a respectation. lol. It sounds rediculous & confusing. Whatever.
Hmm, talking about my relationship, it was really made me headache. You may ask why, how, when,etc. Don't ask me much, because I can't explain well. Sorry I broke my promise, I say I won't write it out in the blog & I changed my relationship status in facebook & I told my parents & friends that our relationship had ended. I think everyone should know it. I don't want to give any hope that we can continue. Because I'm really tired already. Maybe some people will give me backstab. Ok, I don't care what you think. I just did what I think is right. You may think that our relationship was how wonderful, he treated me how good, blah blah blah... Ok, if you think he is so good, he is single right now, go & try to start a relationship with him. ( gosh, I feel bad to say like that. =x but what I wrote won't delete it.. what i'm thinking = typing out right now... )
I feel wanna delete all the photos that we had been together. Yet I didn't do so. It is not because I'm still love you. It is because you are still my friend, I won't simply delete those photos took with my friends. That's all. Plus, we never snap those photos with kisses or beyond than that. Never. & I never feel want to do that, because I think it is weird dunno why, maybe I'm too shy. lol. Our photos mostly are very simple like I took photos with my lovely friends. 1,2,3 & smile... Or else a simple hug which I did to my friends & my friends did to me too. Ok, come on. We are still friends, so don't feel broke up is a sad thing. 分手快乐 k?
Valentine's day is coming. Oh yeah, it is on the same date as 1st day of Chinese New Year. Hmm, so I think it would be very interesting right? Haha. I won't reveal that I have a new bf if i don't think it is not stable enough. Anyway, I hope everything will go on smoothly. =)

Oh well. No lovely photos update for you to see. I mean for this post. I promise there will be more & more photos are going to upload soon... =) Maybe tomorrow?

My life with jobs

2010-01-27T11:21:00.014+08:00

Kinda busy this recently until wanna pengsan already. @.@
I'd got my A-level result. Now is the time for me to plan the next step.
Yet I'm still thinking whether I should work/ study.
I want to study but have financial problem.
It's really headache when there is too many obstacles.
Anyway, I'm still have to continue working as $$$ not enough.
You guys have parents support, but I don't have. Or maybe RM70 per week(this was the pocket money my dad gave to me when I was studying in college & stay in hostel).
So I HAVE TO work. Depend on myself.
Yeah, you may say,"you can get scholarship/ loan/ grant....etc."
But I can tell you honestly, my result was very terrible. Ok?
I'm not a smart person but I'm not a stupid person.
I didn't study hard during my college time. I skipped classes, didn't pay attention to the lecturers, slept in the class, didn't finished my homework, played too much & worked part time too. A bad student I was. I changed a lot after I graduated from my secondary school. From a good student( very nerd one) to a bad student. From "A" to "D". wtf.

So happy that I have off-day today. =)
Or else I'm really gonna sick.
Although I work 4 hours in most of the days.
Yet I still feel tired.

Morning --sleeping
Afternoon--be a driver to brother & sister. =.=
Night --working

You wonder what I'm working?
Okay. I'm going to tell you.. Freelance. =P
Actually I don't have specific job.
It may be promoter, usherette, ambassador, alcoholic drink serving etc.
You may ask how I found those jobs.
Simple. via Internet. Or through your friends. =)
www.asiaparttime.com is a famous website which provide many job opportunities.
If you are having your holiday & feel boring at home, why not find some jobs to do?
Stop splurge your parents money okay, except you are too rich. Rich until no work in your whole life also no problem. Then you should do more charities then.

People might have bad comments about my jobs.
They might say," this job not good lar... got people 'cao shui' lar... What what what lar..."
But don't think so badly k?

This is one of my working place. Every Sat from 12-4pm.

The view is nice.

It's a restaurant which in Sg. Long Golf Club.
I snapped some photos because I was so boring because there is no customer. =(
It was the most relaxing job I can tell.
Because I work 4 hours, 1-2 hours will be a bit busy, then the rest I'm totally free. Nothing to do. Sienz.
My job is not a waitress but a promoter for Tiger beer. =)
Do you love Tiger beer?
Oh yes. I'm a Tiger girl. =P

Besides working in the golf club, I work in other places too.

This is one of the slot machines outlet which located in Damansara, called Delta Club.

I'm not working as promoter, but beer serving. Can say is something similiar as waitress. But I just serve Tiger beer & other GAB company products such as Heineken & Guiness.

Do you know that? Every beverages & alcoholic drinks are free provided. YA! I'm not kidding.
You can order how many you are able to drink. Sounds good but they say must join member 1st.

Anyway, there is still many non-member people go in & keep order drinks. Oh ya, there is free buffet dinner too.

Many people in Malaysia thought that Genting Highland has slot machines only. WRONG!
There are many places also have slot machines. When you feel wanna play jackpot, actually you no need to drive along the way up to the hill. It's kinda waste petrol & tol fees & time & effort & the road is dangerous too.

So why not just save more & win more. lol. $$$

Damansara is too far for you?
Don't worry. There are many branches in KL area too. =)
Bukit Bintang, Ampang, PJ, Sunway,etc.
I work at there when there is member day or anniversary day in any one of the outlets.
Hmm... Anyway don't think I'll work at there again due to the payment is quite low for me. =/ ~~so greedy I am.~~ Because my petrol & tol fees to the place is already very expensive. You know how far is it from Kajang to those places? Plus there is jockey service. Minus this & that, there is not much left.

There are many other jobs I worked too.
But I'm too shy to snap photos.
So even the uniform is so nice but didn't take photos too.
Especially the dress which I wore it yesterday night for a company annual dinner.
That was my 1st time wear a long dress! It is so long until can sweep the floor & many people accidentally step on it. Fortunately my dress didn't slip down! You know how embarrasing is it when it is really happened?! Thank godness. =S

something to feed u

2010-01-13T01:22:00.002+08:00

Feel so hungry suddenly. Of course. Because I try to eat lesser as I could. >.< I want to have a good body figure like a top model! @.@ But it is impossible as I always cannot control my food desire. But try la. Hmm. I should exercise too. I wanna learn to swim & dance! Yoga is ok too. =D I'm going to do it by this week or probably next week. I already make promise to myself.

Went to sing k with my beloved friends today. Feel sorry to my boyfriend because we was planning to watch Avatar 3D in Time Square. He booked the tickets already but because I wanna join my friends so had to cancel our plan to watch movie. Sorry. & asked you to join my friends even you didn't feel want to sing k. Sorry to make you feel like being forced.

But feel great today as it seems like we have decent of years never see each others. That feeling like so weird. Lol. Dunno Because I don't think we have much topics. I wish we have more & more topics to talk & laugh. Haha! I'm so excited when think we are going to Genting Highland next month. xD hehe. I'm sure it would be fun!! hehehe. I miss the moment we laugh together, play together, sot together.... xD Hey, to our gang, no one is allowed ffk. Or else will be kick out from our group right? Weiyi is so ba dao. She told me like that. Ya la ya la. =/ I should not always just think about $$. I shold have a break as they say I work crazily & I agree with them.. >.< I'm poor ma... Or else you are going to foster me??

Get someone to foster/support me is easy because there are so many uncle or some younger a bit la want to do that. They are very rich & make me think "walao, when I'm going to be that rich? It's like difficult & maybe impossible".. They can give/ buy you whatever you want. Car or house also no problem if you want to be their gf. lol. It's like to be Tiger Wood's gf. You are probably will get rich then. How? What do you think if were you? stupid. never think of that.

Hmm. How about a few hundreds to just have a dinner with them? Walao. Who want? They say can invite my friends wor. But for girls only. Who want accompany me? lol. Let's treat this as joke. =X

comment pls~♥

2010-01-07T03:04:00.005+08:00

I have no much thing to do at home except online everyday.... Argh~ What else I can do at home??? =(
Watch television??
Nope.
I'm not so fortunate like you people.
I have no television in my home~!
Can you believe that??
Lol. I'm just kidding. Of course I have television.
But I don't have Astro~! It is no different with having no TV~!!
wtf. How pity I am... ='(

Kinda miss my friends this recently.
Wonder what are they doing this recently...
Hmm... No idea.
May be very busy or free.
Haha...
I think myself is busy.
But sometimes I feel I have nothing to do.
Damn boring at home! =(
Date me out date me out date me out..... Better in the morning until evening 4pm. Hehe.

Hey, do you play online games?
Any recommended online games?
I like to play o2jam online game last few years ago.
But I wasn't crazy in that.
I just like to practice my fingertips.
I feel myself like learning piano.
You know, I wish I could learn piano since I was a kid.
Sadly, my dream is just a dream.
I have no chance to learn piano...
Never mind...

02jam under e-game company was said to be bankrupt already.
So I have no longer to play online game then.
& then I changed play dota games. xD
But I don't think dota is fun honestly.
I play it just because wanna relieve my boredom.
I'm not addict to any online game so I won't play it oftenly & I'm not a pro player.
Hence please don't ask me to join any competition/ battle.
I'll lose terribly ok? (X.X)
& you guys will laugh at me! wtf.

This recently, I tried to find the online game which can replace 02jam.
Finally I found it--SDO online game.
So when I'm free at home, I'll play that game other than facebook-ing & msn-ing.
SDO online game was released in a few years ago.
I didn't play it as I didn't know how fun was that game.
I played similar game such as Highstreet 5 & STEPS.
I can tell you, those games are not thrill enough for me. Zzz...

Ok....... Hey, what are you doing at home by the way?
Teach me the way to keep away from boredom!
Don't tell me to sleep & sleep...
Argh. I don't want be a dead people.(x.x) You get me?

New photo again--photo taken in 7/1/09.

I'm getting more & more narcissistic. xD
You know why, because many people praise my beauty this recently... lol. Joking. =P
Don't take my words seriously as I already say I'm joking.
I have not so high confidence in myself. (x.x)
Got the feel want to learn dance this recently.
What would you think?
Which dance is suitable for me?
Hmm... Give me some comment k? ^^
Thanks.

My blog is alive =D

2010-01-05T01:25:00.015+08:00

I thought that I will buy new phone today. "Unfortunately", my K770i sony ericsson phone had been repaired. Now is return to normal. -.- Ok then, can save money what. Should be happy. (^.^)--> (-.-)....... I'm still feel wanna buy a new phone... =(

Haiz. Forget about it. Now I wanna buy my own car. Do you think I'm able to earn enough money to buy a new car for myself without depend my parents & other people? Hmm... It's quite hard for me as I'm only 20. Is that possible? Yeah... Why not? But, hahaha........ I think 50:50.

I feel so confuse as I don't know what should I go for. I mean I don't know whether I should continue my education or work full time now. =( It is not about myself. I have to think a lot of things. Not like you lucky people, you may choose what you like to study & where to study. But I don't see I have such choice. So that's why I work so hard & crazily... @.@ Omg, I'm a workholic!

Yup. I am.

Because of work , I didn't accompany my family go out many times already; Because of work, I have no time to date with my boyfriend. Because of work, I didn't attend my good friends' birthday celebration (Sorry Mei Zhen & Benjamin.... Sorry... ) ; Because of work, I didn't attend my relative(my father's brother's daughter--cousin I mean)'s wedding dinner...! Omg.... I'm really terrible! ~~Punch~~ Pinch me! (x.x)

Ok... I hope this will not happen again. I'll try to not be a super workholic! I'm stressed too sometimes. Getting look older. lol. stupid. Ya. I'm older already. Everyone is getting older what. lol. Except you are not an human. xD

Alright. I found my blog is really omgrubbishlike... erm maybe is aahmm...... OK. I don't mind.... Lazy to change a new blog. Hmm. Maybe soon. ;-)... When I feel totally free...

Guess where I went to pak tuo with my boy boy yesterday? lol.
Damn boring because we always just love to eat & shop. (ok. not we. is me only. xD)
Shop for cheap stuffs surely Times Square/ Sg Wang Plaza already. So we went there yesterday. Wanna watch Avatar 3D movie but the tickets are sold out! Argh. We reached there around 3.30pm, but the movie tickets for 5.30pm & 8.30pm are sold out... Walao.. Monday leh... but just left the 11.30pm one. Stay in Times Square until so late meh because of one movie?? Nah.. so change to watch Alvin & The Chipsmunk. The movie is ok lar.... Normal. A bit funny lar... But feel childish... not so like. But better than those scary horror movies lar... Wtf. Hate them so much!! Never ask me to watch those stupid scary horror gxxxx movie. You know how much I HATE it.
Alvin & The Chipsmunk, I rate [3/5].

Japanese Okonomiyaki. Had you hear of it?? It looks like the picture below...

Its taste like Japanese Taroyaki （小丸子）. But it is not as it is not round in shape. lol.
Okonomiyaki is a popular pan fried food that consists of batter and cabbage. Selected toppings and ingredients are added.(you may choose to add meat or seafood like taroyaki la. But the different is you can add wasabi.. ^^)

We couldn't find it sell in Malaysia. Now you can. Because the 1st stall sell this type of food in Malaysia is located in Sg Wang Plaza. ^^

This is their shall.

Forgot which floor already. 3rd or 4th floor. Neh.... That floor which sell many computer stuffs... I guess you know. ;-)

I'm so good. "Bong can" them in their 1st day opening shop & help them promote too. =P

Their menu. The boss said chicken & seafood flavour are best sellers. I tried O-Yaki Chicken. I rate [7/10]. I would like to try the other 3 flavour next time. ;-)

O-Yaki is a small dish. Now is time for main dish.

Woohoo~!

Time for Bar.b.q of course. =)

1st time went to Bar.B.Q Plaza, Time Square.
It is really worth because I order this set for only RM36.90! It is enough for 2-3 person. =)
So 1 person only RM12.30+. Got kamping, lembu, bacons, sotong, 鱿鱼, rib eye, prawns, vegetables, etc. "hou dai"!
I remembered last time I went to a Korean restaurant in Mid Valley last time. Around Rm50 for a plate of 8 pieces of rib eyes + 6 plates of korean small side dishes.
So if want eat such bbq, I suggest you to go Bar.B.Q Plaza. ^^
If you don't like to eat meat, can choose other set. There are many choices for you.

They have new set now. Deluxe Seafood Set with various of seafood. Rm39.90 only. =D

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Ok. Time to sleep now...... Zzzzzzz........
Gotta work tomorrow. Good night.

My photo of the day....

Hey. My photo nice or not?? Hehe....
100% no photoshoot on my face or what. I never do that. Just adjust the brightness & colour & put on those accesories.

Hmm... This photo was taken last few days ago. I put this as my facebook profile picture. You know, there is more than 10 persons add me every single day. It is quite many to me already. Because I'm not famous ma. But whatever la. Now I changed it already.=P

Change to this. Hehe. I think act normal without posture is better la. Because I'm not professional model or have no model-look face. Or maybe yes? lol. Joking. xD but I wish so.

Do visit my blog sometimes ya. Will be update oftenly from now on. =)
Thanks for visit.

男友对我骂喊

2009-12-30T12:54:00.003+08:00

很伤心。。。一想到昨天就会很想哭。。。
我男朋友没什么骂我的......
但是他昨天很吓人....
他用喊的来骂我....
令我伤心的是他竟然为外人而骂我....
而且是我不爽的那个女的。
我是做自由业的。做event / function 的。
那女的可说是我的同事。
因为也是跟我同一个event 公司做工。
她是我没见过面的同事。因为公司很多girls 打工。

昨天我还以为公司派我一个人做工。
因为大多数都是我一个人在某某地方做工。
我平时都没迟到的。很准时上班，很准时下班。
所以我上司通常有event 时会找我做。
昨天很不爽那女的，因为：
1. 她迟到30 至 40 分钟左右。
2. 她一来到也没跟我打招呼。(没关系，我可以过去跟她打招呼的对吧？我也想啊，但是...)
3. 她一来到就坐在一个customer的旁边用电脑上网，要玩facebook! (我哪有机会跟她打招呼嘛!)
4. 过后她就一直煲电话粥.... 在煲了超过一个小时....... 过后又继续玩她的 facebook....
5. 当她停了要去厕所回来时，我跟她打招呼，自我介绍时，突然她电话又响，她又去讲电话了。
6. 过后我去厕所碰到她，她一看到我就问我，“这里没什么人哦？我们可不可以早点放工啊？” 我傻了下，说”应该不可以吧。我们是做到 11点的。要不然你去问下这里的manager看可不可以咯。” (我们工作时间是从7-11pm 的。才那4 个小时而且一天罢了做 promoter不是很辛苦要令你早回吧? 我们的工作只是站着 & promote drink. 不用喝，不用陪座的，只是纯粹告诉人有饮料的 promotion罢了。)
7. 才十点多她要拉我去问manager可不可以早回。我说等一下，因为有customer叫我，要 take order.
8. 之后十五分钟放工前，她问我可不可回了啊？可不可以载她到xxx lrt station... 过后有朋友载她..（虽然不爽她，由于不会说很远，所以就好心载她咯。虽然不是我自己开车，而是男友，但是他很好人的。）
9. 过后放工上车了，她就开始聊电话。没和我男朋友说什么。（起码也应该问候吧？）
10. 然后她问我GAB的人有没有来。（因为我们是帮GAB 公司做工的，我们是帮忙那个restaurant promote drink 。发薪水的是GAB 给 agent, 过后 agent 给我们的。所以那间restaurant 的 manager 也管不到。就是因为GAB的人没来她才那么放肆。）

OK.. 算了。。。。
载她所指的地方就好了。
然后礼貌嘛... 我就跟她聊下嘛... 初次见面嘛... 问她现在读书吗还是做工了？在哪里读啊？读什么啊？
然后她在tarc 读，读公关的（应该是指public relation )。
过后我男友问她：”住哪里咯？“ 她说 wangsa maju。
然后我男朋友就说“我载你回啦。”
哇.....我听到傻了....
她住的地方根本和我住的地方一个是东，一个是西咯....
而且对我来说蛮远叻... 单单从那里去就要十多km叻，而且是我住的地方的反反向....
我就瞪我男朋友，他好像没什么懂我的意思。
然后我就说我赶时间要回.... 他才醒目下放那女的下车...
又不是半夜，你也不用好心到那样谁都要载吧？？她又不是你的谁???

然后我生气下，说：" 你那么想载她你去载她啦。放我在火车站就好了，我搭火车回。“
过后他就对我大喊说：”你现在变到什么样？？？！！！我载她回都有错吗？？？！！！一个女子搭火车回很危险你知道吗？？！！！！“
然后我当然哭啦.....

我变到怎样了？？？
他要好心去载其他人啦。因为很多女子也是很夜回啊！！
要不要为了一个外人而骂我啊？？？
很伤心啊....
而且他觉得我很坏啊！！
他说我一不爽人就不要载人.
我哪有啊？
只是真的很不顺路嘛！！顺路我 ok 啊！！！要不然我都不会说可以载她到火车站啊！！她只是说载到火车站罢了嘛！又不是载她回到 wangsa maju 那里！！你要不要好到 offer 人家哦？？人家住怡保也载她回啦？？？？
我知有一次我们载Benjamin 回家时，走错路变得我和男友回Kajang很不顺路。过后我很不开心，坦白说我并不是生气Benjamin, 因为不是他的错嘛。而是生气男友走错路。之后Benjamin 很不好意思，但是真的没东西啦。有时真的很生气男友没看好路，又驾很快下，有时叫他不要走先，他却要走，结果走错路，要U-turn 都要经过tol/ 很远的地方才可以 u-turn. 要不然就去到塞车的地方。

我真的很伤心我男友觉得我很坏！
是啊！！！最坏的是我啦！！
不要跟我这坏女人拍拖啦！！
你太好人我配不上你！！！

我很好了没去跟我 agent complain 她，要不然她以后没工做了！！！
她那么没心要做工就不要做啦！
而且我上次也不会叫我男友载我另一个同事回家啦！！

我很在意他怎样看待我啊...
别人觉得我坏，我虽然也会伤心，但是你觉得我坏，我好想死掉算了........
我真的很在意.....
既然你对我那么反感，那分吧...
我是认真的..........
我跟你不配做情侣........

My 19th birthday celebration

2009-12-16T02:07:00.026+08:00

Feel sad as I haven't get myself a new phone yet. =(
But my dad says he is gonna to support me with 50% for the price pay for my new mobile phone!
Yes!! It would be better for me as it is so hard for me to collect money!! I keep finding jobs & working so that I could earn enough ( or maybe more) to purchase a new mobile phone! But I haven't get my wages yet. (I won't buy Sony Ericsson phone again. >=( Lousy phone...to me.)

Kinda busy this recently as I have to work work work. My daily schedule until this Saturday(19/12) is full. Although I get low payment for my job & have to go to a long distance place from my house & most of the time need to search google map to find the location & blah blah blah... Very troublesome. But there is an advantage-- I work for 4 hours only per day. If I count by hour, my wage is quite high actually. =D

Thanks to Mr. F who fetch me to work every time. I did pay back petrol fees to him but it is tiring anyway. Who calls me ~~don't know how to drive~~ have a good friend who cares me so much & I want to thank him so much! Thank you, Mr. F!

Actually I want to drive, I can drive~!! Yet my parents still worry me.... as I'm not familiar in those places. You know, sometimes I work in Subang, sometimes in Sunway, sometimes in Sri Hartamas, sometimes in Sunway, etc... This is unpredictable. But most of the time are still in KL.

Hey. I haven't get those photos for my birthday celebration with friends last month~ Hmm. Nvm. Kinda late post already. Visit Kate's blog. There is a post about my birthday celebration. =)

My birthday celebration is normal anyway. But there is a candle light dinner with Mr. F @ Pavillion that night. =) It's consider a birthday present for me as I asked him not to buy anything for me. Honestly, I don't mind. Maybe grew up already. ;-) haha...

Candle light dinner @ Italian on Sixth, Pavillion KL.

The restaurant is quite small but comfortable. (Maybe not for Mr.F. Because their service is too good until he is not used to it.)

What is the name for this drink? I forgot. I was just simply order a cocktail. I never thought that this is the drink that I dislike! Because it makes me remind the sadness of my previous job. What a tequila+salt+lime~ Gosh. The taste... I'm sick of it!

Snap a photo 1st....

Then pass it to Mr. F. xD
No matter how you must finished this drink.
It costs around RM30 you know.

LOL. Looks like he loves this drink~
So fast almost finished it? Haha.. xD

I like Mushroom soup. Erm~~ Yummy~~ Every restaurant has different taste for the mushroom soup. Different bowl too. This bowl is the special 1. Plate+bowl?? haha.

Beside mushroom soup, we order main courses too.
Lasagna with cheese & beef...

& Lamp Leg with marsh potato & vege.

I love desserts~! This Tiramisu is really nice~ =)
Love it so much~

Opposite of me, Mr. F likes bitter than sweet. So I enjoy my dessert & Mr F enjoy his drink. =P

Taking photos around Pavillion KL after our dinner.

I love Christmas although I'm not a Christian.

Yawn~ so sleepy & I wanna go home....

Ok. Take photos with Mr. F 1st before go back. =)

Mr F looks more handsome because I touched up his pimples on his forehead already.

Thanks Mr. F for the dinner... & thanks for everything you did for me...
& not forget to thank my beloved friends--Zhi Shan, Kate, Weiyi, Mei Zhen, Benjamin, Sai Hong & Kian How for celebrate my 19th birthday. =) I love you my friends. It is unbelievable that 24.11.2009 is my 1st celebration with friends. You know, I used to celebrate my birthday alone/ with family/ boyfriend. I wish to celebrate my birthday with my friends every year. I hope my wish will be come true. Hmm. But family too. =)

Gambateh!

2009-12-01T23:35:00.012+08:00

Holiday is really boring~~ Gosh. I sit in front of the computer for whole day...(lol.. Do I?) Nope. I went out have my lunch with Mr. F & then went to job interview session. After that I went to Leisure Mall to watch movie--Ninja Assasin with Mr. F. The movie is so fake when you see the blood keep flushing out... Walao leh... I hate those stupid scenes... (my "stupid" means trying to be horror)

Ok.. I'm back to blog again. Because suddenly feel want to write blog. Lazy to open a new blog. Hmm... maybe next time.

I've got few photos this recently from friends' camera. So I'm able upload photos to make my blog looks better. =)

1st photo to be uploaded is my A-level classmates group photo. =)

I wonder why this photo is so small ar? Whatever. Because laziness of me really lazy to solve this problem.

2nd photo...

Lol. Looks like no one has other good posture. More than 90% people in this photo hand up "V" only... Include me.. Haha.

3rd photo....

Nah. This time, many different postures already. Lol. Some face expressions look funny. xD

4th photo.....

All the girls in our class. Who is the prettiest?? LOL.
Of course is-----not me.
Every girl in our class look pretty la wei... Who say not pretty then I knock his/her head. =P

5th photo....

The guys in my class....
~~All~~ Most of them are really childish & immature. xD
~~Kidding.~~ Seriously. Don't want to point out is who. If you think you are the one then you do. Lol. So don't take my word seriously.

6th photo....

The gang who called "bitches & beasts".
HAHA. Ya.. I'm the one in this group.
Somehow I feel want to take this group photo again...
You know why? I doubt you know that right?

Hmm.... Suddenly miss my friends again....
Aiyoyo.. It just past a week... X.X

7th photo....

Went to ??? bar @ the Curve yamcha one night. It should be a happy moment...
But because of me....... Sorry my friends. Really sorry... I really have to control my emotional. X.X No next time. I promise. Really no next time. T.T sorry...
Hey, I like this photo anyway. =) Do you?

Feel wanna upload more & more photos...
But tomorrow 1st la... Going to work tomorrow. YipPe~~~ =D but for tomorrow only. Haiz.
Wonder why I sent to other agents profile but most of them no reply. =(
Wanna find more jobs duh...
PC fair? Nope. No news about it. No one would like to employ me in PC Fair. ='(
Gambateh Chew Win~~ Must earn more than RM2000 this month... Is that possible?
Possible....but difficult. Because I work as freelancer. =/
With height not more than 165cm & not slim enough & having no good vital statistics sure difficult to get a job one. Haiz.
Gambateh Chew Win. I know you can do it.

About my Jobs

2009-11-26T09:37:00.003+08:00

Due to my laziness... I have decent of years never update my blog.. Blogging is not longer to be an interest for me after A level. Because I have another interest.... Guess what is it? -- STUDYING! LOL. Kidding. =) I'm enjoy reading blogs post by friends & other people. Their writtings are good & nice to read. =) So I think I should close down my blog soon....

I have no good camera phone / digital camera for photo snapping. I'm sick of having no photo uploaded in my post. @.@ Will be update/ open another blog after I get myself a new phone gua... See 1st...

This recently I'm struggling to find jobs... No money is really hard to survive! People always think that I'm rich. Nah... If I rich then I no need to work already... After SPM I started to work. The first job I worked is Admin Coordinator for DELL in PIKOM PC Fair. The payment was RM80 per day. I worked so hard on that day because it was my 1st job. I'm still able to recall back how pity I was in that 3 days. I took KTM from Kajang station to KL Central. Then took LRT from KL Central to KLCC. It took me about one & half hour to get there. My job was scanning, copying & pasting documentary & invoices. It was an easy job because all I just need to know is using computer & scanner. I allowed to sit too. But easy job doesn't really easy after all. Why I say so? There was non-stop working in the whole day! I missed my 1 hour lunch break. No food provided while other job position did have free meals. I have to work longer hours than other people! Usually they ended work at 9pm. But my job is work until 9.30pm! 30mins is already really suck. I remember the last day I had to work until 10pm! @.@ Gosh! Never mind. Take it as my job experience.

I worked for many kind of jobs. The lowest payment I got is average RM35 per day. That was my 2nd job. Because I was working as full timer. Kinda stupid because I worked for 4 months with that payment. You know what is the reason I work for them? One word -- Stupidity. Because I didn't know I can find better payment job by searching in Internet. Kajang is a small town. It's really hard to find a good payment job in Kajang. I did went to Mid Valley to find jobs. But it's just wasting my time when I found their payment are lower than Kajang?? RM600 per month? Omg. RM4 per hour?? So that's why I chose to work in FOTOKEM Kajang with RM800 for basic. & I can save from transport fee. If I chose to work in KL, I have to pay a lot just for the transport fees. RM10 for return route to Time Square/ Low Yat Plaze/ Sg Wang by taking trains. Wasting one & half hour in travelling. It is really not worth. Hmm... Maybe I'm not stupid as whole.

The highest payment I got is secret. I keep that job as a secret too. If you are my good friend, you know what kind of job is it. It's a terrible job I had been work but high payment. It's quite a dangerous job but I dare to work it just for money. Let's not talk about it. It would be a night mare to me. Luckily I'm still able to survive. Lol. Thanks godness.

My job experiences are really widen my eyes. My blurness is reduced. Haha... =.= not at all. I'm still the blur one... =.= Any medicines to cure this illness? =.= Forget it.

trust me

2009-10-31T13:35:00.006+08:00

Ya. I like to remain silent.
I don't have to report what is my daily action to you.
I don't think it is necessary.
I don't like someone to control me.
I want freedom.
I hate for being tied by anyone.
I really don't like people keep nagging on me.
I know you care about me.
But I know what I'm doing.
I really know.
I admit that sometimes I make people worry about me.
Don't worry.
I'm fine.
I love myself too.
So I won't do something that hurt myself.
Maybe you think that would be hurt.
Actually it is not as bad as you think.
Really.
I can do many things that beyond many people.
So don't worry.
I will take care of myself.
I'm gonna to turn 19.
ok?
Trust me.

原来很简单

2009-10-28T21:05:00.006+08:00

很久没写blog 了, 我的 blog 快发霉了...
今天心血来潮要写blog，不是因为我很得空，也不是因为我考完maths的其中一个paper，更不是因为我无聊......
我才没像有些人那么无聊看别人的blog，然后又讲人是非，然后要惹事... 我很想骂那些人咯... 没得罪你，干嘛要惹事啦？看blog就看 blog 咯... 有问题要 complain 就跟作者 complain 就好了... 向家人或朋友或其他人 complain 酱多做么？无聊是吗？？无聊找我啦！真是的... 此有岂里... 一次又一次... 别以为我不知道你在我背后说我坏话！

好，我大人有大谅。对于那些以小人之心，度君子之腹的人，我就算了吧。要是还有下一次，你就等着瞧吧！我不会给你脸色看！到时就别怪我手下无情！我不是没有提醒你哦！

今天写blog 不是要骂人的...
我那么斯文，哪里会骂人的....
你说对不对？？？
哈哈哈哈............ paiseh.

今天写blog 的目的是因为我要带来好东西与大家分享....
我并不是什么要报什么大新闻，而是要给大家看我爸sent给我的email。
不想 forward email 就放到这儿咯。
不是懒惰 forward，而是每次 forward 的 email 并不是每个人都会看。
也不是什么垃圾email，而是觉得很有意思的email。这是我爸sent给我的email。
我爸很少send email 给我的叻... 其他人的email 可以不看, 但是爸爸sent 给自己的，一定要看。
爸爸sent 给我的每一个 email，都是有原因的。所以不能不看。
这是个很简单的email，因为题目是《原来很简单》..........

~*原來很簡單*~

有一個人去應徵工作，隨手將走廊上的紙屑撿起來，

放進了垃圾桶，被路過的口試官看到了，因此他得到了這份工作。

原來獲得賞識很簡單，養成好習慣就可以了。

有個小弟在腳踏車店當學徒，有人送來一部故障的腳踏車，小弟除了將車修好，還把車子整理的漂亮如新，其他學徒笑他多此一舉，後來雇主將腳踏車領回去的第二天，小弟被挖角到那位雇主的公司上班。

原來出人頭地很簡單，吃點虧就可以了。

有個小孩對母親說：「媽媽你今天好漂亮。」母親回答：「為什麼。」小孩說「因為媽媽今天都沒有生氣。」

原來要擁有漂亮很簡單，只要不生氣就可以了。

有個牧場主人，叫他孩子每天在牧場上辛勤的工作，朋友對他說：「你不需要讓孩子如此辛苦，農作物一樣會長得很好的。」牧場主人回答說：「我不是在培養農作物，我是在培養我的孩子。」
原來培養孩子很簡單，讓他吃點苦頭就可以了。

有一個網球教練對學生說：「如果一個網球掉進草堆裏，應該如何找？」
有人答：「從草堆中心線開始找。」有人答：「從草堆的最凹處開始找。」有人答：「從草最長的地方開始找。」教練宣布正確答案：「按部就班的從草地的一頭，搜尋到草地的另一。」

原來尋找成功的方法很簡單，從一數到十不要跳過就可以了。

有一家商店經常燈火通明，有人問：「你們店裡到底是用什麼牌子的燈管？那麼耐用。」店家回答說：「我們的燈管也常常壞，祇是我們壞了就換而已。」
原來保持明亮的方法很簡單，只要常常更換就可以了

住在田邊的青蛙對住在路邊的青蛙說：「你這裡太危險，搬來跟我住吧！」路邊的青蛙說：「我已經習慣了，懶得搬了。」幾天後，田邊的青蛙去探望路邊的青蛙，卻發現他已被車子壓死，暴屍在馬路上。
原來掌握命運的方法很簡單，遠離懶惰就可以了。

有一隻小雞破殼而出的時候，剛好有隻烏龜經過，從此以後小雞就背著蛋殼過一生。

原來脫離沉重的負荷很簡單，放棄固執成見就可以了。

有幾個小孩很想當天使，上帝給他們一人一個燭臺，叫他們要保持光亮，結果一天兩天過去了，上帝都沒來，所有小孩已不再擦拭那燭臺，有一天上帝突然造訪，每個人的燭臺都蒙上厚厚的灰塵，只有一個小孩大家都叫他笨小孩，因為上帝沒來，他也每天都擦拭，結果這個笨小孩成了天使。

原來當天使很簡單，只要實實在在去做就可以了。

有隻小豬，向神請求做祂的門徒，神欣然答應，剛好有一頭小牛由泥沼裡爬出來，渾身都是泥濘，神對小豬說：「去幫他洗洗身子吧！」小豬訝異的答道：「我是神的門徒，怎麼能去侍候那髒兮兮的小牛呢！」神說：「你不去侍候別人，別人怎會知道，你是我的門徒呢！」

原來要變成神的門徒很簡單，只要真心付出就可以了。

有一支掏金隊伍在沙漠中行走，大家都步伐沉重，痛苦不堪，只有一人快樂的走著，別人問：「你為何如此愜意？」他笑著：「因為我帶的東西最少。」

原來快樂很簡單，擁有少一點就可以了。

人生的光彩在哪裡？

早上醒來，光彩在臉上，充滿笑容的迎接未來。
到了中午，光彩在腰上，挺直腰桿的活在當下。
到了晚上，光彩在腳上，腳踏實地的做好自己。
原來人生也很簡單，只要能懂得「珍惜、知足、感恩」你就擁有了生命的光彩

「好東西要跟大家分享
生命就該浪費在美好的事物上，
當你遇見美好的事物時所要做的事，
就是把它分享給你四周的人；
這樣，美好的事物才能在這個世界上
自由自在的散播開來....」

看完了有什么感想呢？ =)
我可对你们有够好。
怕你们看到太多字而抓狂。
所以自己一个一个地去就加图。
要不然哪有那么比较的interesting?
谢谢我就请我吃一餐啦。

记得哦。各位欠我一餐哦~~
嘻嘻~~

It's nothing else I can say

2009-10-15T20:45:00.016+08:00

Stressed???

Yes? or No?

Whatever.

Whenever I feel stressed, I will feel wanna kill people~!!!!
Yet, I never kill anyone duh. I just simply say it.
Hmm.... I had tried to persue myself not to touch computer during the exam period....( What I mean is I cannot touch my own laptop, but this doesn't mean I can't touch other computer. =P)
However, this small forbidden.......Ekk Hmmm.... NO NO NO~! I still can't control myself~!! I'm still using my laptop as usual...for purposes of listening the hottest musics, downloading latest songs, facebooking, watching dramas, reading blogs, playing games, looking nice stuffs( not porns I tell you... I'm not hamsap as you... =P), & so on.... I'm not free!! Yes, I'm not. I'm very busy!! I'm very hardworking!! Yes, I am!! The point is what am I busying?? hardworking?? Ok... I do research with my laptop too. =P Don't think I'm lazy. I do study ok? Whatever.

This recently, I feel in love with many songs.
I may look dull person, gentle??
I love romantic songs, everything must be very romantic. I like classic songs too...such as....??? I couldn't think of them.... Because I'm not so boring as you think....!! I'm a special one actually. ;-)
How special?? Special until you will never expect what I will do next. Special until you will feel surprise suddenly. Special until you dunno what can say. Special until you might hate or love me ++. LOL....
Kidding... I dunno. I just simply say it. ;-)

Hmm... No romantic song for you. Sorry.
How about some fast beat song? Joyful song that boost your mood? =)
OK....
Here we go... It's nothing else I can say... Eh..., Eh....

Eh, Eh (Nothing Else I Can Say) - Lady Gaga

Big screen & clear it it?
Kinda love Lady Gaga... =)
Cherry Cherry Boom Boom...

Eh, Eh (Nothing Else I Can Say) - Lady Gaga
Cherry cherry
boom boom
GaGa

Boy, we've had a real' good time
And I wish you the best on your way
Eh eh
I didn't mean to hurt you
I never thought we'd fall out of place
Eh eh, hey ey

I have something ***
But my friends keeping telling me that something's wrong
Then I met someone

And babe, there's nothing else I can say
Eh eh, eh eh
There's nothing else I can say
Eh eh, eh eh
I wish you'd never looked at me that way
Eh eh, eh eh
There's nothing else I can say
Eh eh, eh eh

Not that I don't care about you
Just that things got so complicated
Eh eh
I met somebody cute and finally got each other
And that's funny
Eh eh, hey ey

I have something ***
But my friends keeping telling me that something's wrong
Then I met someone

And babe, there's nothing else I can say
Eh eh, eh eh
There's nothing else I can say
Eh eh, eh eh
I wish you'd never looked at me that way
Eh eh, eh eh
There's nothing else I can say
Eh eh, eh eh

(Eh eh, eh eh, eh eh...)

I have something ***
But my friends keeping telling me that something's wrong
Then I met someone

And babe, there's nothing else I can say
Eh eh, eh eh
Eh eh, eh eh
There's nothing else I can say
Eh eh, eh eh
I wish you'd never looked at me that way
Eh eh, eh eh

There's nothing else I can say
Eh eh, eh eh
I wish you'd never looked at me that way
Eh eh, eh eh
There's nothing else I can say
Eh eh, eh eh

(Cherry cherry, boom boom)

Eh eh, hey ey
Oh yeah

All I can say is eh eh

Be happy always... ;-)

I'm lovin' it !

2009-10-05T20:42:00.009+08:00

Hmmm...
I'm kinda lazy this recently...
ARgh~~ =(
I have been skipping classes for many days.... X.X
Why ar?
I want to do revision at home. My home is the most comfortable & suitable place for me to concentrate in study. ;-)
Actually I'm giving excuse!! Omg.

My little sister has one week holiday since PMR is going to start on this Wednesday....

Me: Hey, do you wanna go shopping today? I feel want to go Times Square today! Wohoo~
Yet Yet(Sister): Really? I want I want!
Me: Ok. Then after I fetch Ming Ming from school then we two go shopping. ;-)
Yet Yet : Are you serious? How if mom knows?
Me: Aiyo. She won't know that if we could reach home by time.
Yet Yet: Then how about Ming Ming?
Me: Aiyo. He is going to have exam this Wednesday. Let him study at home la.
Yet Yet: Har... Then Ok la... Me: Are you really want to go there? Hehe... Sister: Can also de...
Me: But I'm just kidding. Haha... Sister: What?? Me: But if you really want then we go lo...
Yet Yet: Are you serious?
Me: Of course! But I never drive there before. Haha. How about we go to the nearer shopping complex?
Yet Yet: As you like. I don't mind. Atleast can go out. I'm boring at home.
Me: Then we go Times Square la. Hehe...
Yet Yet: ... -.-
Me: Yeah~

After I fetched my little brother, Ming Ming from his school then we prepared to go to Times Square. We went out by 1.15pm. It's quite late for us already because we want to get home before 6.30pm. The route would take 45 minutes or an hour. As it is Monday today, there would be traffic jam after 5pm. So that means we have no much time to shop! Gosh... Feel regret?? Hmmm... No! I'm still want to shopping! =P

I drive to KL without my parents accompanied, this is my 1st time! Hehe... Feel proud to myself! Heh! Who say I have a poor driving skill?? I can drive better than many people! =D =D =D

I was a bit nervous because I thought that I would get lost & I scared that I have no time for shopping too! Fortunately I didn't get lost! & I reached there by 2.54pm with maximum speed 130mph. Well done to me. ;-) Now I have enough time for shopping! Yeah~ I could have more time to shop if there was no traffic jam on that way... =(

Shop shop shop.... No time for break. Both of us felt that our stomach were groaning... But don't care! Shopping is more important! We managed that we have to end our shopping at 4.30pm. Hmm... Was that enough for us?? I thought it was not enough... Yet we done our shopping by time! Xi Gan Ngam Ngam Hou! (cantonese, Chinese=时间刚刚好) =)

It was earlier than I expected to reach Taman Midah there. So as both of us were starving, we headed to nearby Mc Donald restaurant. We ordered a Large Mc value set meal. I couldn't believe that I ate McD today because I joked to my mom that I would go to eat Mc Donald meal just want to get the Free limited edition of Coca-Cola Glass. Haha... But I really got that free glass today!

Mine is green in colour... I want pink I want pink! Too bad girls. Out of stock already. =(
Whatever. I don't mind actually. Blue looks nice too... How about purple? How about lime colour??? Why don't get all of them?

Collect all 7 while stock last!
Q: How to get free Coca-Cola glass??
A: All you need to do is purchase Coke Contour Glass Meal (any Large McValue Meal + Sundae Chocolate/ Strawberry)

Q: How much is it?
A: The glass is free! But not for the meal. It depends the price of McValue Meal which you ordered. It costs below RM15 only.

Q: Where to get it?
A: Any Mc Donald restaurant in Malaysia.

So when are you going to get it for yourself??
As soon as possible!
It's limited edition!

Find out your prefect Coca-Cola glass to match your personality here!

Ok... Back to my journey talks...
After having our high tea, we continued our journey. We reached home at 6pm. Hooray~! =D
We hide our things which we bought & took shower before mom came back.
Everything is prefect. Mom won't know it.
However，my little sister still told my mom that we went to Times Square shopping. =.=
Because she wanted to show how nice the clothes she bought. -.-
Never mind. My mom didn't scold us & was not even angry at all. =D Great. I hate of being scolded. My mood would be turn down if someone scold me.

I should stop writing now.
Time to get bed...
Tomorrow I'm going back to college~~ Gosh... I have to stay in stupid hostel.... @.@ Hate it!

p/s: No photos because my stupid camera phone has spoilt again! Argh~! Stupid Sony Ericsson k770i! I want to buy a new phone... =(
Ming Ming, can you borrow me your Nokia 5800?? Maybe. For a while only.

Never mind...

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Me & my eldest sister, Cyndi. Photo was taken on 26 September 2009. My sister flied back to Singapore already & will come back again during Chinese New Year next year. Miss her so much. But she has to work. No choice. Anyway, take care & stay healthy.

Chewwin*Gum*